L o o k B e y o n d T h e S u r f a c e

kopi training

2005-04-27T23:07:00.000-07:00

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nise came over my house to stay .
babe came over too but of cos he didnt stay lah !!
he jus wanted to see me and accompany ! [ =
-muacksss-
waited for nise to hang up the fone but she didnt so i slept first ! that biatch..

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training was fun ! LOL .
the trainer Derrick darn comical ! lols .

kept saying me and nise =p
anyway there is this new guy , super huge with beard ! eee yucks
and he is jus 20 !!

after da training nise n i went to eat ban mian , i didnt know Blk 151 serves delicious ban mian !
lols !

den nise went to meet her frens while i went home to watch tv .

i did the water therapy foot massage that babe bought for me and now im feeling to relieve ..
had some arguement with my babe babe bcos both of us aint in da mood .

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babe said he wanted to accompany me but up til now he isnt awake .
yawns -stretch-

Blasting - Sugar Ray - Someday

2005-04-26T21:15:00.000-07:00

i dont need lotsa frens , i only need a couple of them that will stay with me .

From the v start , i knew it that u were just feigning a front .
A biatch in disguise .

Anyway , depressing things aside !!

Later will be going to training again but this time with nise!!
hee !! cant wait for tmr !!

miss my babe babee hMMMMMMMMMMMM..

training alone

2005-04-24T08:16:00.000-07:00

yesterday after work , i went costa sands with cheryl and nise !
the chalet was ... hmm an average one i should say bcos i wasnt indulged with lotsa food and fun !
hahaha ! but my main purpose was to wish my babe babe happy bday and pass him his presents!
the peeps there were lyk crazy asses !
pouring water on each other like no mom's business!! LOL~

nise n cherly bought him cheese cake !
sang bday song took pictures and then slacked awhile before we went home .
was ultra exhausted !!!
i thought i will bump into eboon there but i was wrong ! =x -ooPs-

SUPPOSEDLY , babe babe and i were going to watch movies 'CREEP'
BUT instead stayed at home bcos my babe was too tired to even walk ~
okie , always fail to go out !
So we watched meet the fockers and the cinderella story .
Note that i watched the movies alone with my babe half asleep .
Yes i know VERY pathetic ..
hahah and i got him a slice of cake with a candle bcos yesterday cheryl left out the candles and knife at work .

So when babe woke up i surprised him with the cake and let him made a wish .
hEEe~~
SUPA sian , i needa go training alone tmr ~!!
PLUS all his concentration will be on me !
omg !!

Blasting - Mario - How Could You

blahz

2005-04-22T20:13:00.000-07:00

I/I'm feel/feeling bad that i argued with my dad yesterday !
bcos i was going to nissie house and it was already midnight .
He told me that cab fare will be expensive and its late ...
I was quite angry with him at that point of time lah !!!
but now kinda regret hahah !! isnt that the case for most people?

anyway , im late for work !!
i must go my fold my blanket and arrange the pillow !! -pouts-
peace out!!!

Blasting - Liang Jing Ru - Bu Xiang Shui

haha

2005-04-21T07:42:00.000-07:00

today is an extremely exhausting day for me.
i woke up , went TP to settle my finance stuffs and den met qiyin at bedok .
NOTE that we were supposed to meet at TP but she was late !

I waited for 69 for quite awhile ,
boarded it and on my MP3 .

then , the funny part came ..
this lady she boarded the bus and sat infront of me .

AND she started swearing !

"NI PAK JIAO SHI MA ? ...
WO GEN NI JIANG , NI BU YAO PENG WO !!!! AHHHHhhhhhh!
NI YI HOU BU HUI TOU TAI DE!!!
TU TU TU !!!"

and at certain parts , she nearly cried .
and FYI the whole conversation was by herself !!!
it was also on the top of her voice !

immediately when i saw qiyin ,
i started bursting into laughter !!
hahahah !!!
i curse the idiot that made her end up in sucha stage !

so qiyin and headed to town to buy gift for my babe !
i got a belt and a top !
i went mambo to get that top !!
hahah stupid me should had ask gui to get staff purchase for me ! -sobss!!-

and after all the shopping , i got real tired !
so we sat at mac .
we looked at all those passerbys to pass time !
hahah quite dumb i noe .

and we had indonesian food for lunch.
it was really damn filling and i could hardly walk after eating .
very value for money too !

but i left town rather early at lets say 5.30 ?
LOL .
the funniest part was when yin and i were in the train .

HER : eh ni kan na ge girl .. zhe mer bai ! (so white )

ME : ya lor her compass fang so much !!

HER : COMPASS ? haHaha !

ME : compact lah ! hahahah

ME : " Eh your necklace quite nice , who gave it to you ? "

Yin : Zhe shi ni di er ci wen le , shi wo de TIGER gei de !!!

ME + HER : HAHAHAHHAHAH !! TIGERRR !!!

HER : sorry sorry , cousin !!

ME : hahahah ~

ME : your necklace very chinena ( mixing the word chinese and china )

This is the end product u get by adding to sleepy asses together !

Blasting - Busted - Sleeping with the lights on

staffs meeting

2005-04-18T22:09:00.000-07:00

Obvious that my sugar babe isnt outta his bed .
Supposed to meet but in da end , he isnt awake !
Being a nice -grins- gf , i should let him have sufficient sleep instead of waking him up right?
So ya , decided to let him sleep until his brain feels like waking up which will be around 3pm ?

Been working this few days , doing closing .
Yesterday , we had staff meeting .
Met up with fruity first and then rosanne followed by nise n cheryl .

Initially , the meeting was quite tensed up cos of the atmosphere.
but after awhile , everyone started to feel alil relaxing .
nise and rosanne voiced out her opinions without much thinking and
I hahah blabbered rubbish .
This meeting is useful in a way , if only the staffs heed the advises and comments given.
but it will also turn out to be a disater if staffs don bury the hachet but accumulate the hatred .
We thought , we have averted a quarrel but on the other hand , a fuming quarrel is going to burst out soon.

Not everyone can forgive and forget (like me) hahah!
But what i wanna say is , we have our rights to ...
DEFY , COMMENT and most imptly , SPEAK out !
We are living in a democratic world instead of a communist one .
Right ?
Where is our liberty?.. When we cant even speak out our discontentment bcos we fear our superior ?
Maybe things happened too sudden , too unpredictable but choices have consequences.

To err is human , to forgive is divine !

PERIOD!.

today is my day off !
but im staying at home or going out ?
depends on my babe now .
what should i get for him ? -ponders-

Blasting - nil

2005-04-16T21:49:00.000-07:00

damn blogger !
i blog a whole chunk of words yesterday but damn blogger didnt save it for me !
Despite me pressing 'Publish Post'.

yesterday my babe babe went to fetch me back from work !
hahah he was taking his own casual time when we reached enous!
bcos he wanted to stroll back from there to home !
but tired me didnt want to walk back so i kept rushing him ! -grins!-
he even told me , no need to rush de .

but we caught the bus and guess what ?
saw ling and neth .
pure coincidence !

haiyo my whole body aching like fark oops -censor-

oh ya , sweetie cocohoney came to say HI to me at workplace!
hawhaw !
yes coco honey , visit me more ! -guffaws-

my babe babe was sucha sweetie ,
came all the way to fetch me and he waited for 45mins before i finally knock off ! [ =
-muacksmuacksmuacks-

Blasting - David - Jiu Shi Ai Ni

2005-04-14T03:34:00.000-07:00

i think emerald green mascara rawks!
but some green like MAC's is horrible .
i jus saw it on tv!

mayb i should get 1 too !
but i still think black is nice ! [ =

i have been been rotting at home for the past 3 days !
haha i love it !
i jus wanna pig out infront of the tv and slp !
this is life! [ in a piggy way]

tmr officially gonna start work .
better hope that my memory don start failing on me .
haw haw !

No, im not afraid .
im not going to let YOU hit me down!
jack-ass!

Blasting - Elva - Wen

2005-04-11T21:24:00.000-07:00

yesterday , i went to have my training !
there is like a whole chunk for me to memorise !
i think i begining to learn 'chemistry' again ?

after the training i went to meet nise , cheryl and kimkim at tamp.
and went to bedok to collect my medical result!

everything is negative okay!! hee !
which means im fine !

while waiting for the cabby at SATA ,
kim was talking to this guy ,
he got into BIT tru appealing !
hahah whats worse is he told us he only put 2 choices during the JAE .
no wonder he got no courses to enter and has to appeal !
Before appealing results were out , i know none that entered that course except for joyce ee .
now its semi-out i already know another 2 going in .

and then the cab arrived !
i saw gao lao and boonkheng coming out from it .
so i raised my voice and said GAN BOON KHENG .
ahha and i pass him the CPF form bcos my sugar babe is going SATA too.
too bad i didnt see him bcos i gotta rush to TP to settle my enrolment.

went TP to post my enrolment thingy and then nise , cheryl and kimkim
were talking to a lady .
she was explaining to us regarding the appealing thingy .
she said the priority is given to those who has no course to enter and to other students from other polys !

i cannot accept her latter priority !
this is ridiculous and bias !

so she said , for those transferring courses gotta wait !
okie wait wait !!

haha smth funny happened on me yesterday
we were all waiting for bus 69 and i was tieing my hair and on the fone with my sugar babe .
and i saw 69 coming but i jus continued sitting until it was about to leave i ran up
haha WHY?
bcos my hair was not tied up and i had no free hands to do it .
nise and cheryl thought im siao!

okie enough of the 'siao' part.

we went tm and had our dinner
ate gelare icecream .. LJS's fries .. pop corns .. suan mei ..
hahha i bumped into my mom at CS with uncle jeffrey .
so we all caught the same movie!
but diff seats!
bcos we bought the tixs earlier .

the movie was nice .
i like action-packed movies and comedy!
so its definetly my type of movie!
but i find it weird bcos why didnt they use guns and riffles instead of fists?
haw haw .
the 3 of us were laughing in the cinema like mad asses !
hahah ! as usual , we joked about the scenes and exaggerated the movie with our words.
its our forte !
only the 3 of us know !! -smiles-

then i headed home to watch the 9pm show .

and now , wheres my brunch ? -bangs the table!!-

Blasting - Girls Aloud - I'll Stand By You

2005-04-10T03:40:00.000-07:00

the heat is an absolute killer !
i swear it can kill !

i feel like typing one whole junk of entry.
i jus got so many socially/morally unjust to whine here!

Alright , can any tell me what's up with people these days ?
i WONT talk to someone who bitch-ed me or anyone close to me before okay?
i just cannot pretend that nothing happened .
no i don hate anyone .
its my dignity that is pricking on me .

It leads me to another topic that i wanna rant .
Will your close/gd/best friend , vie for smth that is v precious to you ?
Knowing that you will get extremely upset when the outcome is totally
topsy-turvy ?
Go figure.

If she/he will , then i wanna tell you though reality bites ,
she/he isnt your close/gd/best friend.

Seriously , i don feel ephouric typing such stuffs here .
Instead , i feel that tinge of sour-ness.

I can see the love as a fren/sis has dissipated into jealousy and obsession.
Maybe im alil exaggerating.

To me its not the longer the friendship , the stronger it will be .
It should be the foundation of the friendship instead of the duration.
Right ?

Today , i went to TM with my mom to meet up with nise and cheryl.
I met with nise to get my CPF form and to pass her my medical certh form.
i saw cheek !! he is selling VCDS !
no not pirated ones .
we chatted for around 5 mins before i went to meet nise at the station control.
then my mom was feeling a lil hungry so we ate over ath phim's
i didnt eat much bcos i didnt quite enjoyed the food .
I foot the bill okay !!!
See im sucha goody daughter -claps!!!-

Accompanied cheryl when she was lunching .
then i proceeded to show her the shoes that caught my eyes.
she said it was ugly !! booo!!

then my mom , she wanted to get earrings
so i gotta continue playing my role as a goody daughter i bought her that too!!
Well, its not a role lah its my duty.

aftermath , went to haagan daz [ did i get the spelling right ? ]
had tiramisu del'ice and waffle .
i tell you , the portion is really 'enormous' !!
if only u get my drift. -grinss-

and tadah ! im home !!
wow , this entry is ultra long compared to my previous posts .
i cant wait for NKF to start !
im so bored !
FYI , im a tv addict !

okay okay , chew on !

Blasting - #60 - HBO

2005-04-09T03:39:00.000-07:00

today is 09th of the month which indicates its me n my sugar babe 25th month anniversary!

its has been an amazing 25months being together!
of course , we had our fair share of woe and joy .
there was this period of time , when we were really on bad bad boo boo terms .
I'm glad that we pulled through this ordeal hands in hands .

Although , this month i cant spend this day with u bcos ure over at malaysia ..
and we only chatted for less than 3 mins..
i still wanna tell you ,

HAPPY 25th ANNIVERSARY .

hope ya like the tee !!

"i will never let go"

Blasting - Li Sheng Jie - Chi Xin Jue Dui

anderson's training

2005-04-08T04:32:00.000-07:00

it really sets me into a pensive mood when i think bout this .
how cld any ordinary person be so irresponsible .
the tide has yet to subside yet another wave is coming .
i really don understand .
i need a logical explanation .

no woman/man in the right mind would ..
be in the mood for dating .

okie , pls ignore the above.

Today i went for my training .
the place was fcuking difficult to locate !
sooo .. ulu-ated.

the 1 quarter training session lasted for a good whole 3 hours ! -faints!-
and HE kept giving me difficult items to key in !
nvm , i guess he thought i was not paying attention thats why!
but thank god , i managed to cope with everything yup yup !! -hurrays-

monday , shall start another training .
i foresee more trainings coming up !!
anyway , i muz thank nise , cheryl and gugu bcos i think w/o them i cant get this job lah.
hahah , i work for $ more my upcoming shopping trip !!

Blasting - Channel 8

2005-04-07T07:02:00.000-07:00

okie , obviously im updating this blog for my coco-honey !
you must be busy with JC's life right ?
JC's is draining all your time away from me ! -cries!-
Meet up ! Meet ups! Meet upsss ..

Anyway lets recall to ...

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It was kim's bday !!
To kick off the morning , i went to pray my gonggong over at tp .
Thereafter , went to habour front so that my dad can familarise his new working environment .
I got this colourful bracelet and soap for kim.
Left harbour front after an hour and i headed to kim's house for her bday celebration.
Had steamboat ! !
i love home-based steamboats !!
im an addict to her soup !! her soup always turns me on !
I will never get ger-lak[sicked] of her soup.
hahah anyway , until lazy cheryl/nise upload the pics den i shall load them here kay?! hhah

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i went to wait for lerler at suntec .
initially , we both wanted to do window shopping at jurong point.
but we ended up roaming at suntec .
she said "suntec rocks".
and i stayed over at her house bcos the following day i gotta go check up with nise and her frens.

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headed to SATA at chaichee to check up with nise,deru,shikai .
fcuking poly so many stuffs to do before i can enter ! -glares-
further more , the entire thingy took me 2 hours !!!
they made us wear this robe that made me felt uncomfortable all over .
yes , no bras no top except bottoms and that ROBE!!!
wah lao damn insecure .
afterwhich , was darn famished !
went to the bedok's hawker centre and ate ban mian.
oh ya , we were also asked to hold our urine and walked around .
there was this guy , whose urine was damn yellowish + there were bubbles in it .
HAHAH i know this sound alil gross !
but who cares .
at las , i FINALLY made an effort to go singapore post to settle my JAE's fees!!
had KFC's cheese fries + mashed potato .
haha nise and i were hella hungry like jus released from hell's gates!
after that , i headed to kim's hse .
had steamy boat again !!!
with nise , ahtong , kim and i !

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stayed at home the whole day !
im supa sick ! so stay away from me .

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Petrina's bday !!!
oh she doesnt reply me sms-es.
i got training .

i miss my sugar babe !! -huGss!!!-

Blasting - Shi Wen Bin - Wang Bu Liao

2005-04-03T08:45:00.000-07:00

oh i forgot that i watch Miss Congenality 2 that day with ryan n boon.
i mus comment that its really an interesting show .
That lady partner fuller resembles so much like eni !
hahah !!! im evil but that was what nise said toO !!!
anyway , eni has given birth to a baby girl on the 29 of Mar 05 weighing 2.4kg.
Im so glad that she is safe !
She even asked me to give her baby a name , i told her emily sounds gd bcos it sorta has her name in it .

Today , was over at babe's hse for the entire afternoon .
It was only when we were on our way back to my house ,
i then came to realise that i don have my keys with me !!!
to my great horror , nobody was home ! [reminds me of avirl nobody's home]
On top of that , i didnt bring my hp bcos my mom took it home and i didnt bring any S11 with me .
Luckily it was babe that had a couple of 10cents with him that i managed to call my mom.
Fcuking bro didnt even bother to come back he said he was at hougang!
okay fine , nextime don expect me to bring the keys home jus for u okie?
but think bout it , he wasnt driving tonight.
it was my mom!
so i waited for around half an hour before my mom reached .
thank you babe babe for accompanying me under the void deck .
muacks !

when can i learn to be stronger ?

kuku face. lols

hmmm ?

Blasting - Ashlee - lala

2005-04-01T21:38:00.000-08:00

hello bloggie .
yesterday was april's fool day and i went out with boonie + ryan .
Initially , ryan thought it was an april fool joke but hell NO !
Met boonie first then proceeded to meet ryan at enous mrt station.
i thought town was getting alil boring but i still managed to get myself a few stuffs.
i got a belt and a skirt ! the skirt that i have been wanting to get [ = -cheers-
and i got this tshirt from espirt for my babe bcos i promised him that i would get this shirt
for him if it is still available . hee -grinss-

Catch up with gui alil and he asked for my comment regarding this green shirt .
i thought the green was too GREEN so i told him it wasnt nice but thinking bout it ,
i feel that it will look gd on him.
So Gui , go get it !!! hohox .
I think shopping with ryan is boring bcos when i ask him for comments ,
he will say "how can you ask me , im a guy."
Hmmmm , does it matter ? -ponders-
i think shopping with nissie and cheryl is great .
Oh ya i managed to see da adidas jacket that nise mentioned previously.
she even say that i will like it .
when i saw it i was like .......
"Wah fcuking nice lah!!!"
i wanna own it !!!
but i wan it to be in green thou orange is nice too ..
i think i shall get it when i get a job .
its really really really extremely nice ..
when can i get it ?

Afterwhich , we had early dinner at wisma 'pizza'
the food was alright, quite fattening i should say .
but who cares . im a glutton -winks-
every monday they are having this pizza buffet , ryan said he wanna go too .
oh ya , ryan kept irritating me with this
"help me pay service charge okay " [ bcos i owe him $2 . ]
darn irritating right von ? haha ..
hahah i didnt know i still can shop after so many futile trips to town .

yesterday i saw sal at wisma , she was kinda shocked to see me there.
at least she still bothers to smile at me hee .
okay whatever ..

when i was on my way back ,
i was damn fed up with the passengers .
they don bother to give way to you nor move in alil !!
i was like wtf , and i stomp away to sit.
then i saw this lady , for an instance i thought she was michelle .
if u're wondering who she is , she is my god sis from bnss .
so when i alighted i told evon , that if she was michelle and she said yes .
Hmmm , but she looked kinda solemn yesterday so i guess it was a correct choice that i didnt say hi .
hope ure not so angry anymore . -smiles-

today woke up at 7.30am bcos the eight of us [ mom , ahma , melissa , gugu,jae , jeremy , dua gu and i ] were all going to 'sao mu' at jalan bahru .
i miss my ahgong .
he used to tease me by calling me ang gu kueh bcos i love to eat it !!!
now that he is gone , i will always remember the way he teases me .
giving everyone of us a pet name .
ang gu kueh , dua tao , mum mum , lee soon chye , rong ji , ahger ,han guan ..
now i no longer hear all this .
anyways, shant bother !!!
im v exhausted now .
all i want is to cuddle under my blanket with the air con on .

Blasting - Human Nature - Dont Say GoodBye

avirl !!!

2005-03-31T02:47:00.000-08:00

damn , my ears hasnt recover from the blasting since yesterday !
it still has the buzzling sound that goes 'eeeee' .
i cant hear properly ..
i feel like going to avirl lavigne's concert but nise/cheryl needa work on that day ?
i enjoy attending live concerts !!
but i gotta bring ear plugs ! ? ahah .

so tell me do u all wanna go nise n cheryl ..

lastly , i wanna dedicate this sincere part to cheryl and denise .
cheryl : thanks all for the talkings that made me realise that actually the world is still so
beautiful with u all around . made me realise that i can pull through it if i have the determination. i love u !!! cousin forever ! for life !
i quote " Hope to see that we are able to be
close like now from courtship to
marriage, to the day we become mothers
and lastly till the day we die.."
im sure we will [ = .

nise : she always teaches me to understand life tru the difficult way.
thats her i guess? but if i didnt heed her advises i guess im still the naive kesh .
there is nth for me to quote bcos every time the things u said to me are siao lak lak one .
but theres smth i wanna say from the bottom of my heart , thank you !
Despite the presence of ahtong , u still didnt neglect me instead you still accompany me tru my darkest hours .
u tried ur best to pei me and listen to me nonsense.
im being blessed by you uh .

Now , people don u all envy me ?
im blessed with two ever loving cousins cum sisters .
i swear i wont trade the both of you with anything else . -cheers-
u both muz be puking lah esp nise right . but still i wanna muack the both of u !!

MUACKS!!!

Young gugu ..

Blasting - Avirl Lavigne - My Happy Ending

2005-03-30T02:18:00.000-08:00

today i met up with gui first as he wanted to make his lens .
he was really afraid to touch his eyeballs !
i guess its normal for beginners ! i was once as afraid as him but alil better. -smiles-
met up with cheryl and we 3 went to makan .
cheryl left f0r work ard 4pm and we met nise + blondy to catch SIMPLE PLAN'S concert!
we lined up since 4.30pm and waited until 8pm before everything officially started !
it was free standing so , u see singaporean tends to be kiasu .

Pug jelly came out first for around 45mins to perform .
i dont really like them bcos i feel that their songs doesnt make me High!!
9pm , at las simple plan came out !!! with their song 'SHUT UP'
made us all so high and we all kept jumping and shaking .
i love being soOOo high !!! -jumps-
many fainted while they were inside the hall !
i think they couldnt stand da musty-ness and hotness .
all were so sticky n smelly !!! -faints-

i think this is even nicer than clubbing thou i have nvr club . = ]
was fcuking hungry after the concert and we all went to eat mac!!
so dehydrated !!!
cheryl met up with us again and we all went home [ my 2nd house ]
now blogging .
shant blog much these days .
blog only when i feel that its happening ..

Blasting - nil

2005-03-28T00:12:00.000-08:00

When you shout , i will fight away all your fears .

2005-03-24T04:04:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was an uber long day for me .
I woke up early in the morning around 10am bcos i was meeting nise n joan.
Both of them wanna appeal for another course.
Initially i thought i wanted an appeal but i didnt .

Met joyce ee there ! she is in da same course as me !
But since she is there , of coz she wanted to appeal !
she wanna go biomedics !
okay this is not fun ! -pouts-

So we all waited for more than a hour before it was their turn .
so i wish them all da best in appealing ya!!
i wanna nise to be in da same course as me !! -prays-

Aftermath, we went to catch 'Hostage' without joyce bcos she gotta work.
Hmmm , the show was alright .
A lil sadistic ...
i give 3 out of 5 bites ! -munch munch munch-

We headed to Bedok 537 to makan !
joan's uncle owns that mixed vegetable stall.
The food was quite nice ah ! -thumbsup-

Den nise and i went to visit my ahma since her block was juz opposite the road.
Ginger wasnt there!!! -sulks-

Cheryl went there after her exam and we all left my ahma house and went 85.
muahhaa i did my specs with the help of cheryl and nise .
I stayed there until 5am in da morning !
Luckily nissie was there to accompany me or else i might die of boredom !!
I was being blessed by her several times ! hahahah
Actually it was quite fun being there but i was fcuking exhausted !!
took a cabby home with her and collaspe on my bed !!

Blasting - ----

2005-03-22T18:39:00.000-08:00

OMG !!!
Bad news ! bad news !
i heard from my mates that if u wanna appeal to transfer course , NO !!
you can only transfer from other schools to the sch near your hse or smth .
and u can only transfer to this specific course HOSPITALITY .
so i guess no chance for me ?

business it !?

2005-03-22T00:58:00.000-08:00

yup , i got into my 3rd choice business it !
anyone out there same as me ?

im kinda disappointed with the outcome .
i THOUGHT i would get posted into anf since the COP is 17 and i got lower .
Yes thought !
Shouldnt i be happy ?
but i will be happier if i got posted to anf/biomedics

i think i should try appeal like what mentioned by several dudes .
yes appeal ! if i get into anf its gd ! but if not , at least i have no regrets [ =

i heard some ex bnss peeps are going to itc/ite .
well , wish them luck in whatever institute posted .
by then , i think they're alil erm .. nth .

Im certainly not an escapist !!
No im not !

Blasting - Lindsay Lohan - Over

lalal!!!

2005-03-21T23:09:00.000-08:00

omg , i cant believe results out tml !!! -faints-
hopefully get into my first 4 choices ya ? -prays-
i have already gotten myself a new blogger site .
why ? bcos i think this name is ultra funny with the double e behind .

yay , maple is driving me crazy with two idiots ! -glares-

My valentine's day from linggie -slurps-
I know valentine is over years ago but pardon me for my .. ermm ..
retard-ness !

Blasting - Maroon 5 - She will be loved

-

2005-03-21T07:24:00.000-08:00

2nd post of da day !!
I guess everyone's has their style of blogging .
Hmmm for eg i like to blog with short n simple sentences which is easier to be read .
And most of a time i like to make my blog alil appealing with tiny 'symbols' like "-cheers-"
Hmmm i think i alway tend to finish my entry quite abruptly . right ?

Blasting - nil

>.<

2005-03-20T06:35:00.000-08:00

kay kay ,
decided to blog since i got nth to do here .

babe's back from malaysia ~
he gotten me a nice keychain and a super huge tee for PJs .
so sweet ! -smiles-
Love is all around isnt it ?

okay .
babe's sim2 discs are gone !
this is not fine .. NO ..
is this a consolation that i still have maple to accompany me ? yes ?

Blasting - Hoobastank - Disappear

2005-03-19T06:06:00.000-08:00

Today was an absolute fun day !
Like what i mentioned in my previous posts , im gonna catch up with my friends !
I met up with darling kaiminz !
We went to eat pasta mania over at cine
we ordered a plate of pasta and a 7inch pizza !
i was sucha sweetie , i helped my darling slice the garlic bread !
WHY ? bcos her braces are on !Now minz say C-H-E-E-S-E!
When i left pasta mania , i could literally see my tummy enlarged !
Went to check the time slots for movies but nth seem to appeal us!
Hey rmb to lend me ya DVDS after watching it !

Went to buy my YOGURT ice cream !
Be it ice cream , sweets , drinks, you name it i love it !

We walked around the whole of orchard and i didnt buy anything !
I only bought facial products .
Darling was craving for Thai Express tom yam !
I think her goodie fren step told her that it was nice.
So i told her that theres one over at PS .
We went and we ate !
I thought that the name of this dish 'glass noodles with fish in thai tom yum soup'
was nice but turned out to be 'vermicelli' .
Minz had tom yum with rice .
But its still edible and nice lah!

okie bear with me alil with the following that im going to rant on .
this waiter from thai express , i gotta admit he is a excellent waiter .
He kept paying close attention to our table and he did the followings

1)refilled our drinks several time
2)replaced our napkins with fresh ones .
3)told us that our dessert was on its way
4)spilled MY drink on the table
5)cleaned our table twice
6)cleared the plates

I think he was obsessed looking at darling until he spilled my drink !
see somemore dig out ur eyes!
He did apologise to us .
He really scare us with his attitude towards work that even when we asked for the bill ,
we avoided him !
Quickly walked out of the cafe ! -faints-

the glutinous rice with mango and coconut milk .

the watermelon drink with lime that will kill our spicyness , relishing our tastebuds!

Great great ! everything was great .
i think we should meet up again and head to MBS for food feast sometime!

Oh ya ,
saw carrie and grace chua at wisma !
they were hosting this Sg miss congenality !
I think the centre one got the x factor !
Carrie is still the same while grace is slimmer now !!!
wow ! !!
Then got to know that Wang Li Hom was at FEP !
doing the show with 88.3fm ..
didnt get to see him leh only through other's hp cam !
I knew it i knew it was Li hom .
i told minz it was either lee sheng jie , li hom or wu ke qun !
AWww ~

Blasting - Australian Award #20

tofu baby n honey !

2005-03-18T07:32:00.000-08:00

kiss the house of dog n the SUV !

i think journalists are great people !
they are able to express themselves with a pen freely without the difficulty of limited vocabulary!
Okay fine , this dream is beyond my reach .
Result is coming out this 22nd !! omg !
What if i cannot make it into bio or anf ?
Stop keshia ! relax and chill !
yeah yeah ! tmr meeting my darling minz .

oh ya i wanna mention that linggie she called me baby !
Yucks i find it ultra disgusting !
i would very much prefer if she calls me 'Tofu baby'
haiya honey linggie u know why i wan tofu right ? -bleahs-

Blasting - u2 - vertigo

2005-03-16T07:35:00.000-08:00

Oh so my babe babe is on da way to malaysia now ?
Today i went to catch the movie Boogeyman .
It was a total let down .
Although i enjoy watching horror flicks but this movie aint that scary enough !
I give 2 out of 5 bites ! -munch munch-
I still prefer 'Wrong Turn'
Its the scariest movie i ever viewed !

Watch it with babe babe in da morning !
Had Macs for breakfast my treat !
Aftermath went home n zzZzz.
SHAG

Blasting - Celine Dion - My Heart Will Go On ( movie version )

2005-03-15T08:36:00.000-08:00

What the....
maia n sly not getting married already?
dumb media ! -diaoz-
Im getting a lil agitated here . Bear with me.

my babey is going malaysia for a week .
its not like i cant part with him for a week ,
i had even tried not meeting him for more than 2 weeks before when i was working !
But this time , its different!
I cant contact him ya?
Networks down !
will miss him but i definetly want him to enjoy his trip there with his frens ! [ =
So i will utilise my time well to meet up with my frens n cousins provided they wanna meet me too lah! -grins-

Seriously , i miss studying !
i miss the time i spent mugging for my Os !
Staring at books 24/7!
Think bout it , its the opposite of what i thought before i receive my results !
The other side of me wants to reminsce the time but another side dread to repeat the
boring studying sessions .

Okok , nough of crappy stuffs.
Tmr , shall lock myself at home and watch tv! -smiles-

Im thinking , thinking if we can revert back to the past ? yes.

Blasting - Skye Sweetnam - Tangled Up In Me

maia n sly getting married !

2005-03-14T10:31:00.000-08:00

Its been weeks/months that im head over heels on this game call MAPLE.
Hey everyone juicy news out for grab!!!
MAIA n SLY is getting married !!
I guess its 99% accurate ! [ =
Alright, its time i catch up with my frens n cousins before i get kicking with work!
More updates !
Stay tuned to here me lament !

Blasting - Sound Of Nature

hilaryy

2005-03-13T10:20:00.000-08:00

Oh did i mention that i got hilary duff's single ?
Its a souvenir given by ryan from his ozzie trip !

im missing that strawberry gelato ..

Blasting - BAD - Wo De Cuo

2005-03-12T17:46:00.000-08:00

okay some updates .
im leading sucha unhealthy life .
Sleeping when everybody is waking up to set off for work or school.
Awake when everybody is snoring loudly or sleeping soundly .

I wonder why pple like to comment on things like this.

"very easy 1 right . a2 very easy to get ."

"ya very easy ."

But in my heart im thinking if a2 is easy to achieve , why arent u getting a2 instead of a C ?
Some people they are born to be genius , to matter how slacking they are , they always manage to get As .

Unfortunately , im the not-so-clever one that has to mug hard to achieve my desired result.
Sometimes , even though i did my best i still fail . [ =

So please stop telling me its easy to get As or whatsoever unless ure a genius .
Okay, stop it bastard . ( =
You are getting on my nerves .

Yesterday ,
i met up with ryan .
He has been bugging me to meet so i met him for movie !
He treated my gelato [not really treat ah i paid alil] ! -slurps-
Watch In Good Company .
I personally think its an average movie with no lesson to learn ?
But im quite upset with the ending .
Because Alex and Carter didnt get together ! -sulks-

I want every love stories to have a happy ending ! -beams-
Thats why the song Universal Love is composed !

Blasting - ......

2005-03-10T06:25:00.000-08:00

Just emerged from an ever-so-refreshing bath .
Yesterday and today was a blast to me .
Yeah , o9o3o3 the day we held our hearts together . = D
Its been two awesome years that we are together !
Though the road aint smooth and we do bicker over insignificant stuffs ,
i still LOVE you ! -cheers-

Yesterday it was my sweety mom's bday !
I didnt get for her anything and im feeling so freaking bad for it!
Late afternoon , babey and i went to bedok interchange to get our ingredient for the following day [ which is today!]
We had dinner with my mom and cousins over at a coffeeshop .
I thought the food was great but babe think otherwise -ponders-

TODAY !
Initially, my babey and i planned to go marina south for kite-flying .
However , the always indecisive me decided to go east coast instead !
We cycled the 2-in-1 bike all da way to bedok jetty .
The strong sea breeze set my hair all in disarray!
I was in a messy state !
Had that tongue twister ice cream !
Horribly nice !! -9 thumbs up-
Left east coast in da evening and we went TM .
Had pasta mania for dinner .
I missed the boogeyman slot for both TM and CS! -pouting-
I personally think its a nice horror flick but i have yet to catch it .
Maybe tmr ?
Oh ya , my babey did for me a wonderful VCD which compounded our pictures of 2 years in it.
The music , animation and pictures all harmonised well !
Aww my babe babe is so sweet ! The clip almost set my tears trickling down x=
Of coz , being an egoistic leo i will not cry = D .
Simply original !
And i got my babe babe a ripcurl bag with the help of qiying and nissie !
He likes it !!
That day i almost let the cat out of the bag ! Hohoho !

Blasting - Linday - Over

normal day

2005-03-08T22:22:00.000-08:00

Since u said , we will reconcile in a few days then it makes me wonder why arent u talking to me ?
I very thankful for all the things you did .
I have always believe that whenever a problem arise ,
whatever the person says is always the truth .
Who said u were fighting the battle alone ?
Aint i trying with u too ?
If ure not suitable for the criteria , who else is ?

Perphaps its time for me to grow up and mature .
Includes eradicating that puerile thinking of mine .
If not , i will lose u for good .

Today , its a typical tuesday .
I have completed 2 maple quests already!
Of cos with the help of my babe and frens .
But the shumi's coin quest was completed on my own !!!
No help provided !
I think i must search for new quests for me to do if not , maple will get very dry x=

Blasting - S.H.E Hou Niao

2005-03-07T07:18:00.000-08:00

today i woke up early in the noon .
prepared and stuffs before i went orchard to meet my lovely weilin !
we shopped , bitched and everything !
We got flip flops !
I got a hot pink flip flops that i have been wanting from ripcurl !
NOTE its not from ripcurl but similar to it !
I think i need an orange flip flops too !
I got a pink bottom from espirt that was on sales !
Extremely value for money !
I find town boring nowadays ! So many shops but nth seems to appeal me x=
Had yogurt ice cream - slurps-

Around late evening we settled at taka coffee bean ,
with the companion of cakes and drinks .
As usual , laugh at the slightest thing .
Was fun!!!

Oh ya we caught hitch !
MUST watch movie !
Its sickening nice [ =
But i wonder is that sucha job that exists ?
Flawless plot and plan .
What if it fails ? -ponders-
Tml im going for a hair cut .
Haiya i hate going for hair cuts !
Bcos the growth of my hair is fcuking fast ~ - pouts-

Anyway , i looking forward to this wednesday !
lalala .
Kesh drifting off !

Blasting - Jay - Yi Fu Zhi Ming

2005-03-06T08:17:00.000-08:00

after procrastinating i have finally registered for JAE!!!
yipees!!
Hopefully i can manage to get into my first 4 choices .
Besides Tp , i have included NY and NA poly.
Not that i wan to travel to the west, its jus that i wan to fill up the slots .
Yesterday , i wouldnt say it was a great day .
Went out with nise , qyin and cheryl .
Okay , the entire journey was not fun for me .
Because she still refuses to talk to me.
HELLO , i don see a reason why we should be like this.
She only talks to me when i talk to her.
I wont force you to talk to me or even reconcile with me.
Isnt blood thicker than water ?
Why bcos of someone[water] u can be sad and cry yet for me[blood] , u don care?
Im aint jealous , im juz wondering and im not dragging anyone into the picture.

Maybe i was wrong to say that sentence too loudly in the public ,
but think bout it , have i ever said that sentence since the day u said u don like?
I tried so hard to please u , being a clown yet i didnt mind .
Doing foolish stuffs to active ur laughing cells.
seriously , i don understand why our relationship cant brave through storm .
Maybe god want to test our stability of this relationship , but i guess it cannot withstand the wind .

Blasting - Nil

-

2005-03-04T07:27:00.000-08:00

Yeah tml im going out with nise .
Maybe with cheryl too ?
Had a minor arguement with her the other day .
We have yet to reconcile , not that i don want to u see ?
Yeah gotta agree with wad she wrote in her blog .
''Maybe someday, the person might just treat u like a total stranger''
but u sure know that he/she will nvr leave you in a lurch when u need someone .
So even if u choose to ignore further or continue to ignore me ,
but don hesitate to look for me when u need someone to whine to [ =

Blasting - Sound Of Nature

2005-03-03T00:20:00.000-08:00

Its not the ego that is vital , its the 2 Fs that is important .
Forgive and Forget .
BUT how many can do that even when you have taken the first step ?
Whenever you refuse to forgive someone ,
he will carry a sense of guilt until the day u choose to forgive him.
Its the same when someone refuses to forgive u vice versa .

I adhore frowning .
Because i strongly believe that Poverty of the heart is the loneliest.
A weathly person is not necessary happy
but a pauper can be a happy man .

Sometimes a person cannot take things too seriously
but somehow patience do run out . Right ?

2005-02-28T00:49:00.000-08:00

Hurray!!!
The midst is being cleared ,leaving me all beaming with satisfaction.
School is stupid !!!
NO tinted hair and we must wear shoes !
Since when Bedok North has become so strict ?
W-H-E-N ?
Fortunately , i bought my hair spray and i sprayed my whole head dark brown similar to black though.
Yvonne lim helped me and von tan to spray , while i help gladys to spray .
Ended up , i have black poka dots on my hands !
So the four of us sneaked into the hall throught the other side .
Yep !! managed to slip in without being detected .
But poor von tan got shoo out because her hair was still obviously bright .
Those who couldnt get in had to wait a lil longer .

When i got my result slip ,
Mdm loh said this
"Keshia , well done ! "
Know why? because i got a2 for her science !!
Of cos she was happy ! hahah .
When i got hold of my slip , i kept scanning for english n maths !!!
Kinda shocked when i saw my maths B3 and english c6 !
Managed to pass both of my most fearful subjects!
Got 2as for Science n POA .
[ =
Im sucha elated gal .

Prelim L1r4 - 23
O Levels - 16

Kinda sad that i got d7 for dnt !
Destroyed my beautiful slip with a 7 !
Should had abandoned it !!!

Lastly ,
I wan to tell those who wanted to see me stumble ...
BUT failed to .
Im sorry , instead ~~Y-O-U~~ fall .

After heaving sucha heavy sigh ,
I finally made it through !
Thanks to those who kept assuring me not to worry like cheryl,babe and my mom .
Love ya all !

Blasting - Hilary Duff - Girl Can Rock

2005-02-26T21:29:00.000-08:00

You Are Sensual Sexy

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-

2005-02-26T07:24:00.000-08:00

My days are numbered .
As in , freedom .
"Don't tiptoe thru life only to arrive at death's door and if youre going thru a bad time in your life just remember even that will pass"
What a line to ease my stress and fustration .
I don want to be lost .
I wan to navigate my way out from the midst .
But why ? Why play such a cruel joke on me ?

Tell me there is a cure for depression .

wild wild wet

2005-02-25T22:03:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was an absolute great day for me !
I went wild wild wet again !
BUT with babe , nise , ahtong and gui .
Yes my true friends are limited bcos i don believe in having many frens but none are true to u.
~~Wrong~~ Right ?
The previous time i went was with my classmates but it wasnt as fun you see ?
This time i managed to sit all the rides, not once but upteem times !
Somehow i chickened out when they wanted to play Side winder . LOL
Remember the first time i went ?
i was the only girl out of 6/7 guys and 2 gurls who dared to play side winder !
Anyway , i didnt get myself burnt ! ((=
Dipping inside the tsunami made me felt as though i was a victim .
But of course , the wave wasnt that huge compared to the real one .
Ular lah lah is still my favourite section of the entire premise !
Pure fun !!!
Water works was alright except for the fact that dark hole was extremely dark like a dungeon.
Okay so now i know why its called dark hole .
Shiok river has wave now ! i didnt know that ! stupid me
Yesterday i also managed to play the slides at the children's section !!
No security guards there ! LOL .
No discipline . Havoc !!

After a madness of total 5 hours or more , we left wild wild wet and went tamps to makan.
Okay nise mentioned that we will always have KFC for dinner after swimming !
Quite truee .
Saw chingyi there kinda awkard but babe kept saying your friend .
So i said 'HI' !
When i left i wanted to say bye but she wasnt looking .
So gui left after eating while babe and i went to nise's house to help her fix her comp.
Not me lah , it was babe .
Im sucha comp noob ! Remember?

Blasting - Ciara - Goodies

linggie + keshy

2005-02-24T01:40:00.000-08:00

Hip Hip Hurray !
After a few days of sleeping in da wee hours ....
I finally completed watching the whole series of My Date With My Vampire III!!!
I'm in love with this show since da start of it !
I love Ma Xiao Ling !! ((=
Some of my 'frens' say i resemble her but i think twice .
Because she is much prettier and slimmer !!!
Im not that pretty and slim !

240205
Yesterday went Sim Lims square with my babe to meet nise n cheryl .
In the end , i didnt get to meet them because i was running late to meet linggie .
Waited for around 15minutes before linggie got her butt down x=
She wasnt late , i was early .
Initially we wanted to go far east but i changed my mind and turned back .
Saw gui walking towards my direction and i blocked him.
He wanted to get slippers so we accompanied him to pacific plaza !
He got a rip curl's slippers for less than 30 bucks !
Pretty value for money isn't it ?
Parted with gui bcos he wanted to go home after work .
So linggie and i went to wisma for shopping .
We went to OP and i bought a top for my dad .
Initially i didnt wan to get that top bcos i felt that my bro has it .
BUT still , i bought it .
In case ure wondering , yes my bro has that top too !!!
Twinss !
We dined in at ramen ten .
Yumilicious ! I always enjoy going there with my cousins n frens .
Hahaha and i made linggie laugh out loud bcos i did smth dumb .
Was craving for ice cream but after many decision makings we settled at taka coffee bean.
Had cakes n drinks instead.
Chatted for more than 2 hours before CoffeeBean closed .
At last , linggie cured my curiousity !! [ =
Who said curiousity kills the cat ?
Linggie is a LES ! -beware- jk .
After leaving taka we stood outside the pub (wisma) .
Lin said the guy was singing her favourite song and his voice always accompanied her home .
I think he is quite charming with his shades on .
I gotta agree with lin that its always nice chatting and bitching with you .
I reminsce the times we had while working .
It was absolute fun !
We have endless topics to whine on and on and on !
I seriously enjoy your companion ((= thnxs gal !

Results are releasing this monday .
I cant imagine.
I have no confidence .
I know its not time to regret but all i want to to get into my desired course in TP.
Is that too much to ask for ?
Bless me .
My efforts will repay me like what it did for my chinese result .
Meanwhile , i will enjoy my remaining 3 days before coming out with a decision .

Blasting - Default - All She Wrote

Happy Bday Dad

2005-02-20T17:40:00.000-08:00

Alright , i need updates for my blog ! If not it will be so mundane .
So i shall update right from the start of 14th Feb .

Valentine
Went out with babe , nise n ahtong . Double dating ((=
I tried triple dating before thou . Nth new .
Left nise's house and met up with my babe at enous .
We went to PS to catch Seoul Raiders .
It was indeed a action-packed show . Full of stunts and actions .
'Wasa Wasa Wasabi' ! LOL
Aftermath , we went suntec . Lazed around hoping to bite on something fast.
We settled ourselves eating Kenny Rogers .
Although da food wasnt that fantastic but all it matters was ur companion.
Had fun laughing and bickering ..
I remember last's year valentine was with nise n ahtong too .
Oh gal , its been two consecutive years that we celebrated vday together ! -cheers-

The following days until yesterday was spent at ngee ann city working .
Yup , i got a job for a week at ngee ann city .
Promoting essential oil burners and fountains for my aunt (nise's mom)
Working at there is indeed a fruitful experience .
I bumped into my ex pri sch mate ! YANQI .
I misss her so much ! I even dreamt of her for 2 straight days previously !
When she saw me , she was like covering her mouth in awww .
I think she was amazed to see me change into a blonde hair dudette ( in my case its a gal)?
Met up with weilin a couple of times juz exchanging of a few lines .
She gave me Praline heart chocolates for vday gift ! [=
Thanks babe !! i love ya ! i miss u !!
In return i gave her a glittery belt that she wanted .
Hmmm , its not that i lost her belt i jus misplaced it !
And the belt i gave you is for vday gal !
For a week , i was over at nac with nise,babe,kimkim and twice with cheryl.
Yesteday which was da last day there , cheryl came along .
I guess its because of her presence we (nise,cheryl n i ) went shopping.
First, we went heeren to buy slippers for my dad and myself.
Next we went wisma , shopped ! Spent approximately an hour there .
She wanted me to show her the lastest rocking rio .
Yes im going to get it soon ! ((=
Im fat ! Real fat !
Having supper at 85 and tamp for da past few days is making my F.A.T and F.A.T.T.E.R.
Oh yeah i got my dad a pair of reef's slip ons .
Its his bday today !!
HappY bday my belove Dad!
Going to get his cake soon ! -muackss-

Is this post long enough for my peeps to chew on ?

Blasting - Yellowcard - Only Once

2005-02-16T08:27:00.000-08:00

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them
You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky
You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter
It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

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Find the Love of Your Life
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Your Celebrity Sisters Are Mary-Kate and Ashley

Funky, eccentric, and offbeat
You're not a good girl or a bad girl, just a weird girl

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Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

You are White Chocolate

You have a strong feminine side with a good bit of innocence thrown in.
Whether your girlish ways are an act or not, men like to take care of you.
You are an understated beauty, and your power is often underestimated!

What Kind of Chocolate Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

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(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

2005-02-14T07:50:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day

TRUST
is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is
broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust
leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and
enmity may result in separation.

A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She
answered, "Public Utilities Board." There was silence. She repeated,
"PUB." There was still no answer. When she was going to cut off the
line, she Heard a lady's voice, "Oh, so this is PUB. Sorry, I got the
number from my Husband's pocket but I do not know whose number it is."
Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the
telephone operator answered with just "hello" instead of "PUB".

NO POINTING FINGERS
A man asked his father-in-law, "Many people praised you for a successful
marriage. Could you please share with me your secret?" The father-in-law
answered in a smile, "Never criticise your wife for her shortcomings or
when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind that because of her
shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a better=0D
husband than you."

We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid
of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look
around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is the start of
a war. We should always remember that when we point one finger at a
person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves. If we forgive
others, others will ignore our mistake too.

CREATING PERFECT RELATIONSHIPS?
A person visited the government matchmaker for marriage, SDU, and
requested "I am looking for a spouse. Please help me to find a suitable
one." The SDU officer said, "Your requirements, please." "Oh, good
looking, polite, humorous, sporty, knowledgeable, good in singing and
dancing. Willing to accompany me the whole day at home during my leisure
hour, if I
don't go out. Telling me interesting stories when I need companion for
conversation and be silent when I want to rest."
The officer listened carefully and replied, "I understand you need
television."

There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind
wife and a deaf husband, because the blind wife cannot see the faults of
the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife.
Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of
perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of
love wears off, they wake up and discover that marriage is not a bed of
roses. The nightmare begins.

NO OVERPOWERING
Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another, or
demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer
all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage.
Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries
the meaning that "It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a
person's character." It is not easy to change. Thus, having high
expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment
and unpleasantness. It would be less painful to change ourselves and
lower our expectations..

RIGHT SPEECH
There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "A speech will
either prosper or ruin a nation." Many relationships break off because
of wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other, we always
forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without
considering if it would hurt the other party.

A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site. A
worker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted, "Hi, Emily! Remember me?
We used to date in the secondary school." On the way home, her
millionaire husband teased her, "Luckily you married me. Otherwise you
will be the wife of a construction worker." She answered, "You should=0D
appreciate that you married me. Otherwise, he will be the millionaire
and not you." Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a
bad relationship.

BE PATIENT
This is a true story which happened in the States.

A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement,
his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint
of the truck. The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammered the
little boy's hands into pulp as punishment. When the father calmed
down, he rushed his son to the hospital. Although the doctor tried
desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the
fingers from both the boy's hands. When the boy woke up from the
surgery & saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, " Daddy, I'm sorry
about your truck." Then he asked, "but when are my fingers going to grow
back?" The father went home & committed suicide.

Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or u
wish to take revenge. Think first before u lose your patience with
someone u love. Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones & hurt feelings
often can't. Too often we fail to recognise the difference between the
person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than
revenge.=0D

People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions
we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.
Pause and ponder.
Think before you act.
Be patient.
Forgive & forget.
Love one and all.
If you judge people, you have no time to love them.
Why not love instead of wasting ya time on judging someone ?

Chu Yi

2005-02-09T08:17:00.000-08:00

Right now im at babe's hse with son , yj and babe . meihui jus left .
They 'washing tiles' . MAHJONG !!! im a noob for mahjong can?
Earlier this noon , headed to fetch my dad at 16th and went to my mama's place.
Lazed around collected angbaos and went to joochiat to visit my dad's duayi.
Every destination we go , all da LEE family will be there ((= .
In case ure wondering , my surname is lee .
Joochiat ya know ? Da place whr u can get the cheapest prostitutes .
No worries ,my duayi's shop house is behind the lane whr u get all e prostitutes .
Try standing infront of any houses there .
Aftermath , went to my dad's cousin place .
Slacked . .
Mama's place ... yishun ... bishan ..
FINALLY , my mom's ahma's house !
All my cousins were waiting for us . Rushing us to be there .
Yep yep and then went to my Dua Gu place den went back to ahma's hse.
After all the delaying and stuffs , went to san thiong house at Siglap .
Da annual routine for all of us .
Ate mee sotong ! -thumbs up-
The chilli alone is enough to make ya lips burnt.
Okay , shall go burn my disc ((= toodles
My Pocket is exploding. LOL .

Blasting - Nick carter - Do i have to cry for you

2005-02-07T08:16:00.000-08:00

Yeah cant believe tmr is NY's eve .
NONO its today ! its past midnight already!
So im here to greet everybody a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.
This year my theme is simple n casual .
Hey its really v casual !! simple tops and bottoms .
Tmr , im going 16th to have our reunion dinner .
Aftermath maybe going to babe's house or my xiao shu's house for another round of celebration !
BUT why m i not anticipating this day to arrive?
Theres no joy in me !! Btw , i received my first ang pao already !!
Guess who it is from ? its babe's mother !! LOL ((=
It made my day .
Got my pay , got my vcd but not my discs !!
Where's my discs ? -bangs table-
Okay , lazy me too lazy to go scotts . -pouts-
Reminscing 2 months back , i took the train without fail to orchard .
Its part of my working life . Then i got transferred .
I alighted at sommerset instead . Its difficult to adapt thou.
Bcos all da nice n reasonable food are available at scotts/lucky .
Yes im a glutton ((= .Whats new ?
Working has made me grow in a more realistic way .
More down to earth .
I learnt to mature . I learnt to analyse stuffs in a different way .
I learnt to think before doing anything .
Friends out there , working is fun unless u have nice working partners around .

Hereby wish everyone , GONG XI GONG XI .

Blasting - Frenya - Yi Ge Ren Sheng Huo

2005-01-27T23:02:00.000-08:00

I already tendered my resignation letter to salwah today .
She persuaded me not to quit but i had made up my mind .
So with effect on 31Jan , i will be officially jobless !
Yeah !! -jumps all around-
Most of my friends are looking for a job ...
n i QUIT ! hahaha ,but i seriously need a break from all these farking stuffs !
I have already got plans for 1 Feb onwards ! (=

250105
Went out with weilin n cheryl .
I wanted soooOo much to get a RED top/bottom but red lady wasnt on my side!!
Instead she was on cheryl's side !
Cheryl wasnt looking for a red top but got a red top instead !
While poor me went hunting but to NO available!
Somehow , i got a faded red top from voodoo dolls .
But i wanted a bright red top can ?
Got 2 bottoms and 2 tops .
Included Levis , topshop bottoms and voodoo dolls , ozoc tops .
I havent buy my shoes/sandals yet !!
Had lunch at pasta mania with weilin and cheryl .
Headed to bugis and then suntec .
But weilin left around 7pm bcos shes gng to her ahma's house.
Lin, i miss u !!

260105
First day at heeren .
Pretty not alright . Only my close ones will know y .
Fortunately life is much better with Da Cheek !

270105
Went lunching with ida at lucky .
Im down with flu n sore throat .
Tml is my day off again !
7 offs this month !!
What am i earning ?
Saw kamin today ! Kinda shocked !
But somehow elated too ((=
Cant wait . . .
Cant wait for everything to be over ....
Someone pls show me that light that will guide me out.
Fark ,W-H-Y when i wanna get smth or whatever , others will get it first .
PERIOD .

p/s : ler ler , get over with things and STOP looking back . i know its difficult but with great determination and will ...
u CAN !! We're behind u .

Blasting - American Idol's Audition

2005-01-26T06:11:00.000-08:00

Pieces of Me by Ashlee Simpson

"Fall, with you I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath
I hope it lasts"

In 2004 you fell in love. Let's hope it lasts.

What 2004 Hit Song Are You?

dilemma

2005-01-21T16:55:00.000-08:00

Dilemma .
What should i do ?

blEahs =P

2005-01-20T04:49:00.000-08:00

At last ! i found my billabong handbag that i have been wanting to get !
No, not i found it but its cheryl n nise !
Hmmmm still contemplating whether i should get it or not cos cheryl has it .
I heard from nise that she was afraid that i will say she copys me but now im afraid she will say that i copy her ! WTF ..
nonono ! we are not copying each other bcos i already wanted to get it ages ago!
Coincidentally she likes it toO so we both can get it ! -diaoz-
Hey think bout it i think we both don mind bcos we got heaps of things da same and further more we are close cousins !
Sometimes i jus care bout how others will feel excessively .
For an example , if my fren and i like da same thing and it happens to be da last piece, i will forsake it juz for her . How cool is this ?

Went out with von on monday but i didnt really shop for any stuffs !
Ate ramen ten . . . luckily she agreed to meet up with me or else i will be so bored at home !
2 days later , she came down to look for me with petrina !
Happy = D !
Bought a quilksilver boxers for my babe babe . . hope he likes it = )

Today
Yijie came to look for me it was a pleasant surprise thou !
Chatted and i realise he has a gf now ! -cheers-
Had lunch with nise at ramen ten again ! -faints-
Im like their regular customer now yea?
Had yami yogurt as desert toO !
Arrived home with my dad and tadah ! im watching tv now . . .
Toodles .. watching my lucky charm now !

Blasting - Lucky Charm

haiz heeren ?

2005-01-12T10:34:00.000-08:00

Im officially being transferred to heeren .
Should i be happy ? NO !
Why ? Im already attached to scotts and all my friends esp weilin are there .
Who am i going to go lunch with next time ?
Negative thoughts juz deluge my mind . I jus cant think positively !
Initially when i started working , i wanted so much to get posted heeren BUT now ?
~~Nonono~~ ! I had had heard enough craps about dem ! Politics !
I requested not to get transferred out but obviously was turned down by sal !
All thanks to wisma creating all these commotion and movement !
Like what nise had said , we all have to sacrifice for her convenient! FCUK it !
~~Thanks to da she-him felicia who wants to convert into a full timer !~~ ~~I think she-him desperately want to wear mambo tee and pants !~~
I will miss weilin , aida , jon and da sweet ahmas ! They are nice people ! -grins-
No animal circus already right weilin ? zhang jin lu , wu gui , lai ha ma,dolphin and da disgusting choy tofu! -tramples on it-
Alright , i will simply miss all these when im gone over to heeren .
I guess i jus gotta learn to grow stronger. That's LIFE !

110105
My day off ! went shopping spree with nise n cheryl ! i didnt really got da stuffs that i wan!
And i bought stuffs that i don need , which means more shopping and more money spending!
Awww ! Bought a top from topshop , wallet from surf babes and belt from far east .
We had dinner at Ramen ten ! Nise n cheryl are mad !
WHY ? bcos they added extra chillies to their meal which mean super spicy + spicy !
Total 4 chillies and for me 3 chillies !
My anus was burning hot yesterday when i shit ! ooPss!
LOLs .
Cheryl is an adroit shopper ! She bought 3 tops for less than $50 at topshop !
For nise she bought 2 stuffs for $100 bucks but no not at topshop ! DoinkkKk!
How cool is this ? -laughs-

Enough of updates !
Im off ! vRoooom !!!

shopping is great !

2005-01-11T20:20:00.000-08:00

Shopping is great !

2005-01-03T19:04:00.000-08:00

im blogging .

Hmm really got nth much to blog these days .
I can blog bout work but i can promise ya it will be monotonous .
Today is my day off .
Went over babe's house for lunch and TADAH here im blogging -cheers-
I got myself a mambo cap .
Oops it was wilson who got it for me . Thanks pal !
Im loving da cap !

I have a new colleague.
We call him 'Street Fighter'.

happy new year!

2005-01-01T12:29:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year to all !

It really dampens my mood bout the tsunamis that caused over a 100 thousand lives to perish.
We had an eventful year but the ending was a tragic one .
If ya really take note of the bible this has been predicted . No, im ~~not~~ promoting JESUS .
Through this tragedy , it tells us that all of us out there have inadequate knowledge for natural disaters.
Little kids playing at the beaches saw the huge wave dashing towards them , instead they posed and took pictures til the wave hit the coast . Get what i mean now ?

Lets take a minute of silence for remembrance of those injured , killed, traumatized and affected by this tsunamis and earthquake .
It will be better if ya can fork out some money to donate . Im glad Sg has raised around 5million now . Though we cant prevent the tidal waves from coming nor stop the earthquake , we all can do a little by donating . Every single counts .

This made me came out with a new year resolution .

1) Cherish everyone that crosses my life.
2)Study real hard if im able to get into a desire poly
3)Lead a right life .
4)Be thrifty .

Period .

Yesterday , i went to kim's flower shop to count down for the new year .
We had steam boat and BBQ . Everything jus ran smoothly ....
Had a wonderful night . Nise , ahtong , gui , babe , kim , zi gu , ee , ah ma , kim n i !
The chicken wings were yummlicious ! Finger licking is good .
Again , im not promoting KFC now .
Around 3amish , bro came n fetch me home together with babe .
Slept on babe's lap on da way til he alighted .
Went home i jus pounced on my bed my drifted off .
Today , its 010105 . Heard the bell that rings every first on e month at 12 noon ?

Once again , HAPPY NEW YEAR .
Pardon me for any grammar mistakes . Too tired to edit .

Blasting - S.H.E - Hou Niao

love my dearest SYNS..

2004-12-25T00:26:00.000-08:00

Happy Boxing Day

so wads next after boxing day ? da new year !
Im having 2 day offs in a week ! sounds nice but i tell ya i will be darn busy da next week!
Private sales and other stuffs -pouts-
Whatever . Period .

Alrights i spent my xmas with nise ahtong gui and qiying .
Its fun i tell ya [ =
We watched Meet the fockers and i highly recommend this movie !
4.5 upon 5 stars ! i jus love comedy to da core .
Weilin & i went to meet nise tong n gui over at orchard mrt station but we alighted at doby gaut while poor weilin had to wait for another stop . )=
Had long john as late dinner ... lazed around ... went to carrefour bought goodies . ..
wanted to give dear chocos! but he wasnt at PS .
Headed to starbucks to chill . Gui messed up da warm chocolate cake . LOLs .
U should have witness it ! FUNNY!
We didnt really count down we juz sat there . STONE !
Den we went to watch the fockers .. its a MUST watch movie !
Aftermath , we all left . qiying went over my house to camp.
We chatted .. laughed .. dozed off around 5amish .
She woke me up at 8am ! And she left for church .
Bro fetched me to work i was late + raining ! =X
Thanks bro !
Today i had lunch with weilin at scotts food court .
We had pasta mania again at da same place same table . LOL
She ate another hong kong bun while i had yogurt ! Slurps !
I love yogurt . Especially yogurt drinks !
Get me a tonne of yogurt drinks and i will love ya !
Better if its peach -sticking out tongue-
Oh ya bill gave me this orangieee file . thanks bill ! love it . ORANGE!
I met up with nise and we took da same train back . Dear fetched me at bedok MRT.
Initially i was mad at him but when i saw him , i couldnt bring myself to yell at him . =X
As i miss him truckloads !
We went 7-11 to get my dinner . TOM YAM maggie ahaha . i promised dear that i wont eat so much maggie !
He accompanied me home and now im going to call him . DEAR here i come ! -spins-

Blasting - Ryan Cabrera - True

2004-12-23T19:08:00.000-08:00

Merry Xmas In Advance !

wtf ? im working on a xmas eve ? Anyway , i don really know how to celebrate xmas either.
Last year was da best xmas ever ! Cheryl , nise , melissa , ying and i all headed to stay over at da hotel !
This year , nobody said anything bout hotel !
So i guess we are going to spend it individually !
Tonight most prolly meeting nise to party out .
BUT not going to stay around ~~town~~
It will be jam packed!

ANNOUNCEMENT
i hate sun tanning . I will not go sun tanning anymore ! ( =
The end product of me is getting glares and stares from customers and passerbys .
WHY ? cos im freaking red and i didnt suntan properly .
Okay enough , frens and cousins dont ask me out for ~~sun tanning session~~ .
Cain said im his new pet lobster . How mean can he get ?
Though i had fun on tuesday with gui n nise at sentosa i really regretted going !
Aftermath we headed to town to wait for cheryl but gui went home earlier .
Went shopping at heeren bought my slip ons then headed to cine .
We took loads of pics ! Im da super distinctive one in every pics . U should know why !
Drank coffee bcos i was craving for it .
Cheryl suggested going to taka to eat bcos she is hungry !
So we all ate ! Ate 2 tako pachi , 2 kebabs and fried noodles . Seems lil but its hell more .
Ltr going to meet bill he is giving me xmas gift ! OMG . Thanks bill !

i miss my ahPUI ! i miss his hugs ! i miss his kisses ! i miss him ! i wan to see him !
ilu .
love makes me mad .
A lesson learnt from ahPUI aka babe babe ( =
I learn to love unconditionally .
Dear i love ya xmas gifts but i love u more -mmuuaacckkss- !

Blasting - Jay - Qi Li Xiang

Loners to sentosa

2004-12-20T08:57:00.000-08:00

I don wan to miss a smile , i don wan to miss a kiss .

2004-12-17T19:06:00.000-08:00

Realise that there are lotsa stuffs on my wish list now ? LOLs .
Now i know why girls cant save money ! Once u work , u will have loads of stuffs that u wan to get !

Tuesday
I missed my primary sch gathering bcos im super dead tired ! Sorry guys/gals . Esp to kaimin !
I became her heartless nu ren =P cool right ? im so darn proud of it !

Wednesday
Went to work ! at around 7pm + weilin came to my counter and told me she saw MAIA behind !
I was like where ? why nv tell me earlier ! so i went to da back to put da stock n i saw her !!! MAIA!!
So frigging gorgeous ! Weilin and me took pictures with her toOO ! but mine is not close up ! -sulks-
Anyway her glitter is still on my uniform ! LOLs . She was super duper shy but when i saw her perform for
MAC's opening she was H.O.T and S.E.X.Y .
yeah yeah ! will post my pictures when i get da infra port from dear !

Thursday
Couple of frens came down to visit me . Includes wilson , weijie , yew yi and weixiang .
They were shopping for gifts fer da gift exchange programme i guess?
Nvm come on down to all club 21 shops now ! because they are having up til 60% discount !
Im not spamming ! After work , i went to meet nise outside da coconut store along the road of orchard !
She has been craving it for like a week or so ? She ate that n i ate turkish ice cream !
Da turkish man was kinda cheeky bcos he kept making me fun of me [ trying to give me da ice cream but flipping it all over ] All i did was smile ( = . For a moment , i thought e ice cream was gonna land on da floor!
Aftermath , took a bus back with nise . She kept complaining to me bout da time man ! what seh !
Anyway im looking forward to this tuesday alrights?

Blasting - Channel News Asia

2004-12-09T17:43:00.000-08:00

Im back after so much of work and standing .

Wednesday
I went dear's house first then i headed to bedok inter to meet gui , cheryl , nise and ahtong .
Cheryl's face was super black then , mine toO.
We went swimming at bedok complex din really get to swim much bcos of don't why . =X
Aftermath , we went to Tamp's KFC to eat before catching Christmas with the Kranks .
Its seriously a uber extreme ~~boring~~ fabulous show . I rate 4/5 stars
We kept laughing n laughing N laughing .
The entire cinema was filled with our ~~soft~~ LOUD laughters.
Its funnier than white chicks ! ahaha whats funnier is we bought cousinship bands.
The craze its like ohvur long ago but we're into it now again ? -winks-

Thursday
After work i went shopping with weilin . She's my next door colleague . [ =
We had fun together looking and stuffs and trying of clothes .
Actually i wanted to save up my pathetic first pay that i got from 3 working days but somehow din managed to . WHY ? too many tempting stuffs around .
Im anticipating next's month 7 to arrive so i can go out with nise and cheryl !
I bought a couple of stuffs that i consider great for value bcos all of it cost less than $30 bucks!
I bought a velvet pants for $14 bcos its buy 1 get 1 free ! so weilin and i got 1 of each .
A brown blouse , a purple tee and a black tee . Kinda regret buyin the purple 1 bcos im afraid it will shrink .
This purple + white sleeveless caught my eyes but i din buy it bcos i feel that if cheryl were to wear it she will look gorgeous ! Its like very 'Cheryl' feeling . Hees .
Midway , we saw olinda , beverly n maia! okay Olinda has this stucked up fcuking look.
PIG trotters ! She is sooOOO fcuking proud ! kay im starting to dislike her now .
And i came across these two 17 girls while working , they look so guy .
When they came , i was like hi and they started to ask for vacancy and many questions!
Like, if i work can i get staff purchase? Work for staff purchase? Whats worse is she said
"Yeah we can work together [ wanting to grab me ] " I felt so hMmm irritated and funny .
When sal came we told her and she say she don wan them . okay great! i cant stand seeing them every sec and everday at work .
Gui why is ur bday so long ? Rmb 27 at forum kays ! Tortise .

Today
Work starts at 2.30 and ends at 10.30 . EXTENTED hours . -sighs-
This entry is full of many whinings eh ? Pardon me for that . Work makes me MAD .
I'm losing my sane soon .

Blasting - Lara Fabian - No Big Deal

2004-12-01T19:50:00.000-08:00

Tuesday i caught the movie Polar Express .
A rather interesting and 'beliving' show .
Believe it or not . Im sooOo not fated to watch Shutters . Fcuk it .
Glad that nise got da job so we can lunch out together everydAyyyyyyyyy.
Hohox . i miss sch soooO much , the place where i met all my goodie frens and SyNs!
I will rmb each and everyone of u excluding those biatches .

I realise that being out of love is like a drunkard person .
You lost ur sense of direction ,
the will to concentrate ,
the mind to think and
the strength to stand again.
One day when u can stand again ,
u will realise that ure stronger than before .

T.A.U.F.I.K B.A.T.I.S.A.H

Will blog again when i have da time .

Blasting - Diana DeGarmo - Dreams

2004-11-29T00:23:00.000-08:00

I'm forking out time to blog . Today i was darn bored at da counter .
Worked with cain until 6pm today . Hahah he is like damn worried bout me alone at da counter now .WHY?
Because , wayne called him and asked him why did he leave me alone at da counter in da morning when im still new?
Okay that was exactly what i was thinking previously .
Lotsa of coincidence thingy happened today .
Firstly , i was at isetan lazing around before reporting to work , when i was bout to walk out the exit door ,
i met my dad .
Secondly , Ryan msg-ed me to ask me out tml.
Thirdly , petrina msg-ed me to ask me out toO .
How da hell they know tml is my day off ? I consider this coincidental .
So glad i got mom to accompany me for lunch today or else i will be alone today!
Dad fetched me back from work luckily i dont need to endure that 1 hour journey back.
I wondering why im actually working !
So i asked cain , he said gain experience and money .
BUT i still don't know the actual answer yet .
I just wiped my dog's shit and urine ! I'm so worried bout her health now . Is she missing me ?
If im at home , she wont be bored bcos i will always play with her and keep her accompany . But now ,
i don have much time to cuddle her and i scorn it !
Most prolly , tml i will be accompanying my ahPUI and catching a movie with cousins .
Im kesh , reporting live at rudolph's org .

Blasting - Christina feat missy elliot - Car Wash

working life ...

2004-11-28T22:53:00.000-08:00

Standing for 8 hours w/o resting except for breaks is horrible .
Okay i have been working for 2 days .
Yesterday was my first day . Kinda nervous but everything turned out fine n smooth .
Colleagues are hospitable and appoarchable .
Oh.. friends , im working at lido's mambo . So feel free to drop by if ure at orchard ( =
They made me work morning shift alone when im still new today ! OMG .
Luckily i didnt screw up anything or else im sooOO dead .
Stupid isetan made us attend meeting every morning that is uber boring .
I feel that working at there is like attending sch the only difference is i get paid hourly .
Kinda getting the hang in liking this job thou the journey to orchard is far taking me almost an hour to reach .
Im working part time but i feel that im working full time ! bcos i don have adequate time for myself now !
I only get an off per week which is pathetic . I give the validity of this job 2 months ! -laughs-
I met ahPUI just now , i really do miss him alot for god knows whatever reason .
Though i only met up with him for 30 mins or so but i really hope that there will be more 30 mins to come .
Alright sorry if i dont have regular updates due to my hectic lifestyle that is depriving me from proper updates .
Good luck von for ur job's training tml ! i miss u ! Relaxs toO !
Cheryl , cheer up u still have us to guide u out of this dungeon . love ya! muackKss

Blasting - Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life

Lego

2004-11-24T21:15:00.000-08:00

Two days back i went Orchard with von .
She bought a roxy bag for me . Thanks gal , im loving it .
Met up with Zhengwei and we watched Taxi .
The show was pretty hilarious . The plot was alright but the effects were great .
I rate this show 3.5/5 !
I really pited him , he came alone , sat alone in the cinema and went home alone .
Real sorry ! He gave me a pair of movie tickets to catch the preview of After the sunset.
I gave the tickets to my bro hee .
Yesterday , i went to airport . Wanted to send yenny off but von say she might cry .
She treated me pasta and i think i know how to whip up something like that already =x -thanks-
I called up firdaus , he said gopi will call me for the interview but i don't know when! O.M.G.
Cant he give me an exact date or smth ? I hate the feeling of anticipating .
Aftermath , headed to hougang to have a hair cut . Ken's hair really looks nice ! Very Punky !
Von dyed red but couldnt see any shades of red unless under orange light .
I think the colour will come out after a few wash .
Went ahPUI's hse to have dinner . His mom's hor fun is superb ! -thumbsup-
Im really feeling ultra sleepy this few days . Its like i want to slp but my mind doesnt shuts .
Tonight maybe going to BBQ at Mr Said's hse . DNt gathering !!

Relationships are like building a huge lego .
It took u days , months and years to build .
U thought the foundation was firm ,
little did u expect ,
a strong wind would blow it down .
U want to reconstruct it ,
but u fear it will collaspes again.

Blasting - Soluna - For all time

Os ended

2004-11-23T10:40:00.000-08:00

Hello to everyone again. Its been uber long since i updated this blog.
Almost a month . Yes i can officially say 'GOOD-BYE to da Os '
No more sleep deprivations , late nights and early mornings .
Now i can do whatever i want in that carefree manner .
I cant believe this is true . The truth is beautiful.
Yesterday , i went out with my cousins and ahPUI.
We went pizza hut to dine . Was ultra bloated with that cheesy pizza !
Aftermath , we juz slacked around at TM . I wanted to catch shutters ..
But cheryl came late and all the time slots were gone . Includes CS.
Von saw me there but she din dare to call me bcos she was horribly dressed?
Okay who cares about dolling up when they are at TM ? ME!
We sat at starbucks hoping to chew on something but everything jus falls out of plan.
So ahPUI and i took a bus home at 11.40. We went 601 coffeeshop for supper .
Hohox im a glutton , but ahPUI wasnt satisfied with that cheesy dinner .
ahPUI saw hao n co. there . Later on i went home and ahPUI headed to weixiang's hse .
I expected things to turn on better yesterday but its juz so da opposite .
Im not blaming anyone or whatsoever . Don't get me wrong .
Ltr might be going to Ubi first then Orchard . Euphoria !

You are 60% Leo

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

Blasting - Vanessa Carlton - White Houses

be back on 22.11.04

2004-10-31T20:24:00.000-08:00

Be Back On 22.11.04 . Cya Then !

fark ailingz

2004-10-24T01:55:00.000-07:00

IF A GUY CAN DITCH U FOR ANOTHER GIRL , HE WILL DITCH THAT GIRL BECAUSE OF ANOTHER GIRL . GET MY DRIFT?

how biatchy can a gal get when she likes a guy who is attached? She will do everything to get that guy this includes backstabbing .

Blasting - 3 of a kind - babycakes

2004-10-23T16:09:00.001-07:00

Time really flies ! After next week we will hardly meet each other anymore . I will miss walking to school with yvonne every morning at 7.12am , i will miss day dreaming during lesson time , i will miss the history room , i will miss the times we had during recess ,i will miss dayana , i will miss that lanky table , i will miss P.E lessons , i will miss sitting next to cheek , most importantly i will miss my friends my teachers except mole BUT i will nv miss the food in the canteen -laughs- . Yesterday while listening to this song , memories kept flashing back into my mind . I guess the best memories i had was during Sec2 . The laughters we had , the joy we shared , the pain we inflicted on each other were countless . When we proceeded to Sec3 , our bond faded . I became great friends with yvonne instead . Though we never quarrel at all and i hope there won't be any , i guess its because we understand each other emotionally .Sec4 , i became closer to most of my friends like yirong , lifang , khai , judy ,my dnt buddies like amirah , cartz , liyana , izz . I guess the one that i will remember dearly is yijie and cheek . Yijie is distinctive from others . He is from mbs and has been in da same class as me for 4 solid years . He is someone i can count on !I got to know Cheek better this year when we sat together , i realise that he is a guy full of talents . Able to compose lyrics , sing and rap .A devoted guy. However he has an eccentric character , i guess no one will ever understand him well even his mom .Actually , i feel that the feeling i felt during p6 is extremely different from now . That feeling is more unbearable compared to now . I wonder . However , seconday life is much comfortable than primary life . WHY? i dunch know toO . There is one thing that i never regret entering BNSS is meeting Sim Yong Nian aka ahPUI. I guess fate plays a part in crossing our paths together . Its like 2 parallel lines meeting . Dunch say impossible because u might not know that 2 parallel lines will meet someday . To Sec4D 2004 , mug hard for this week and we will all make it to poly or jc next year . I will never forget the fond memories that this class had provided me . I will remember each and everyone of you . 10 years of education ended so abruptly . . Hope we will have gatherings as many times as possible . May god bless all of you . -proofs-

Blasting -Vitamin C - Friends Forever

comp kena virus

2004-10-19T03:02:00.000-07:00

hey hey jus realise that my comp is infected with virus ,suspected its spyware ! anyway , it doesnt affects me . I surf the net to blog , msn , friendster and stuffs which do not need to use internet . As long as my comp doesnt crash or restraint me for doing the above things , im fine . Yesterday night , i nearly freak out ! I woke up at 3am bcos it was raining and i gotta get my dog in her cage . When i slide the door , she wasnt there ! i searched the entire house n called her name but she didnt respond at all ! Was quite lost at that point , managed to soothe myself back and went to my bro . Tadah ! she was there ! bro bought her up into his room bcos she kept barking . NOw , i feel the intense pain of losing her . Its difficult to describe my emotion using words . i simply love her so much ! i jus received a sms from eni ! sending her regards to me .. i miss her truckloads man! dreamt of her the other day .. -sighs- if only ure here beside me , i need u to dote on me . I detest the feeling of being independent thou i mus learn how to . But, Im trying im trying im trying .. i miss her badly ..

Blasting - Skye Sweetnam - Tangle Up In Me

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2004-10-18T06:41:00.000-07:00

im having difficulty turning in early these few days without cheryl. I wonder . My body alarm jus tunes to turning in late during the wee hours . lastime i used to turn in ard 10pm but now? i gotta toss n turn before my mind completely shuts . Got lotsa things lingering up in my brain that cant be erase off . Kaysss , get straight to my activity of the day ! Had O lvl practical today ! Physics was difficult to me but chem was alright . Hope i can score in order to pull my marks up for comb sci . I really pity my fren , Cartz . She got zero bcos she was found having hp . Its like i think she sms infront of the teacher ... If u fail 1 section of the sub , u fail it completely with a U grade . After practical , i went to wilson house with ahPUI , wk , pk , wx and wj . Went there n watched ahPUI played CS thou his skill is so-so . Aftermath , we went to market . wanted to eat chendol but the shop was closed . They ate chicken rice while i drank soya bean milk . I left shortly bcos it was about to rain ! True enough , while walking it jus poured like nobody's buzz ! My eye lids are shutting anytime . . A lil grouchy now .. My dad is watching 'du rang fa cai' i feel like watching but nah ... if i watch what time will i be sleeping? i feel that i offended cheryl in some ways or another .. she was v exciting telling me about hzgg3 but i heck care bcos i wasnt interested n listening to things that ure not interested is really bore .. in addition , i m so sleepy now .. shouldnt have come online when im not 'sober' . Should have just pounce onto my bed . Nvm .. juz ~~fuck~~ ignore it . Things will be alright before u realise it .

Blasting - Nil

2004-10-15T08:39:00.000-07:00

a gigantic THANK YOU to cheryl .. fer what? Fer - ~~chatting~~ disturbing me from my beauty slp
-coughs-
I landed up not attending remedials bcos i couldnt crawl out from my bed at 8am sharp. I practically did nth but playing SIMS2 with her. Tml will be heading down to my grandma's house and then to queenstown. Really gotta work hard for these few weeks . But will i have the determination to do that ? NO! I read someone's blog n felt sorry for her state now . Be strong n shed no tears . Cheryl , get everything plan first before asking me again alright? Gonna adjust myself out of the idling mood . = D

Blasting - Finger Eleven - One Thing

2004-10-13T20:31:00.000-07:00

Im blogging when everything is still fresh in my mind = )
i pontang sch for 2 days already ~ i declare myself study leave LOLs.

Tuesday , cheryl came over my house to stay overnight bcos she is helping me to doll up for wednesday grad =D Had a funny time during e process of dolling up =x bcos i kept moving n crapping while she is attending to me . She kept asking me to shut up but i juz rant on and on . . . ~~Quite~~ Extremely satisfied with her result. After that she went home bcos she is meeting baOs . Their dunor what anniversary le =x even she lost count .. what bout me ?
After that ahPUI came n fetch me den met up with evon . We went to sch togetherr . The whole thingy started at ard 4.45pm . We all sat in e hall together with 5Na n 4Nt . So paiseh lor made us go up n collect our certh individually . . . + the guy pronunced my name wrongly ! arghh pissed off man ! im tired of listening to my distorted 'name' . I only flunk 1 sub which is maths n my CCa . both got d7 ~ how pathetic ?
Im also feeling jubilant for my dearest , bcos he got 3 token of appreciation from the teachers . Even the discpline mistress praised him . "From a paikia becoming to a man n blossoming ." Ltr on he was invited on stage to receive the appreciation award from our form teacher . . . Hey not everyone got it kays only a few =D . Very proud for him . . . so he cannot let them down yas?
After the whole graduation we went to the canteen for refreshments . The food is prepared by ms saffiah ! When she saw me she said "Nv come to sch ah " i was like who who who ? trying to act blur only. LOLss her fd was nice nice = D -slurpss- Oh ya yesterday most gals wore until very 'long zhong' . Luckily nv under dress .
took pics with my frens n my ahPUI. The stupid ck went back so early , cant tk pic with him = (
After that wanted to go bugis with yr , lf n von but we ended up together with ahPUI , qh , neth n kl . We headed down to kl's sis pub . To me this is not clubbing bcos i feel that clubbing is more 'classy' = ) The place was alright , not those kind of noisy n chaotic type . We played pool n poker but i din really play pool bcos my skirt was too short . The food there was alright . Drank a lil alcohol but im not abit tipsy ! The gals told me that they were feeling alil HOT i mean those burning sensation n not sexual type = D Watched pole dance , actually the gal not really that hot jus that she is pretty . No excitement when i watched =X LOLs bcos she kept doing the same dance moves . After watching , i went str8 home bcos was tOo exhausted le. partying is so much nicer than studying . BUT i gotta end partying for e time being, for my studies . Will upload the pics when its developed .Okies , im off for now .

To Cheryl :
Really big thank you to ya. Thanks for dolling me up and accompanying for shopping n stuffs . Pursue the things u like to do bcos its not toO late kays . miss ya n love ya! will update u with more things ltr ..

Blasting - Zhang Jing Xuan - Duan Dian

pissedd

2004-10-11T04:45:00.000-07:00

Alright , im trying to blog bcos im pissed off with a disc.

Thursday
forgot what i did .

Friday
Went over von's house after my tuition at home . yirong n pang were already there watching tv + revising .
Actually i knew it from the start that we will play instead of study due to the word "SIM 2" . True enough , we were glued to the computer instead of the books . Spent 3 solid hours staring at the comp and fiddling with the mouse. The game is addictive and FUN! like what von said , the game reveals 1 personality that is hidden ~
Really had a great time at her house .

Sat
I went back to sch for poa's remedial + english mock exams.
After that i went back and headed to tamp to meet cheryl before we crash town . The journey from pasir ris to orchard took ard an hour i guess? so spent our time chatting non stop . Im glad i can meet up with her bcos i jus love her so much eh ? A pity that nise wasnt there to join in the fun bcos she wants to STUDY. We went far east to makan and was damn bloated when we left . Went round looking and trying on clothes before i managed to get a skirt at there . We walked to pacific plaza and i helped ahPUI to purchase a shirt . Then walked to heeren n i bought a blouse + necklace that i have long awaited for i guess. After that went cenie , wah very happening due to the 98.7fm + a singer . i forgot his name but he has a captivating look n voice .
we took photos at there cheryl did many corny poses n i followed toO . Had a fabulous day with her = D

Sun
Went ohvur ahPUi's house to teach him POA . I had a fall and my knee hurts ! A patch of bruise on my knee man!

Today
sucha LONG LONG LONG day man . will be having tuition in exactly 15mins -pouts-
did i mention that im pissed off ? that disc!!! im wanted so badly to play but all shattered bcos the cd couldnt be install in my comp. Arghhhh . forget it . i wan to go n prepare for my tuition already tatas. and ahPUI just passed me the cd i hope i can play man or else i will just crash hardd .

Blasting - Kelly Clarkson - Break Away

gals don be so stupid !

2004-10-06T23:29:00.000-07:00

boring . Sometimes i feel the urge to blog , sometimes i don. Today for no particular reason , i felt like blogging . I was quite amazed when i read someone's friendster profile . It goes like this .. 'we been tru thick and thin ...blah blah blah" I was pondering when i read that statement , how could u been tru thick and thin with someone u barely know for a month ? nononono a week ! Its like awww trying to 'step' [ in malay ] Sometimes sucha thing makes u feel disgusted and yucky. How desperate some pple can get . Or maybe i totally misunderstood the meaning that the person is trying to say? ahaha whatever ! Anyway i really pity those inexpensive gals . They dont value themselves . They dont take pride in themselves . They just dont love themselves . Thought i m in no position to say such things , i jus feel that gals shouldnt let guys take advantage of them easily . Maybe when u're reading this , u feel insulted but i meant no harm . Gals ah , love yourself more than anyone in this world ! Dont do things that will make u regret ! Im clueless to why im highlighting stuffs bout BGR, maybe its bcos im hearing things of regret-ion from my friends around me .
Yesterday , cheek msg me . He said he put a halo on my head & i felt like rudolph at that moment =x My fav rudolph! rudolph rawksss !

Blasting - Taylor - Love will lead you back

nth particular

2004-10-04T03:45:00.000-07:00

Had a chat with nise jus now . Realise that i was right bout them being angry with me that day . Hmmmm, not really angry rather its a freakish feeling huh ? I aint sure either . Just hope that things are being clarified . For cheryl in case nise didnt tell u , i was low on cash that day so when i heard u're going to eat i was quite sian liao bcos i had no $ and wasnt hungry so i left earlier . I know that type of feeling that i came late and left early isnt nice but its inevitable bcos we are all human? So i sincerely , apologise to u . Hope we dont have any hard feelings in us kay ? After all , we are cousins . -smiles-
Today is a tiring day , i slept in class . I seldom sleep in class so u can imagine how shag i was today ? In addition i had a bad hair day due to the new shampoo that im using . Gonna change it . Sat i went swimming at SIA swimming sports club with my dad . Got myself sunburn . After that headed to my grandma's house at tp . Slacked at there before rushing down to tm to catch white chicks . Im sorry to all bcos i was late . My dad didnt inform me that he will be fetching his cousin back to Serangoon ~ Luckily i managed to reach there before 5pm . Cheryl , nise , babe babe , baOs , joan was at there toO . The show was hilarious . Laugh my ass out from the start to the end . 5 bites for that show .
Sunday went bedok interchange , was babe babe's mom bday wanted to buy a cake for her but babe babe say nvm so i did not mind . Okay i wan to watch the last chapt of ah zhi . tOodles .

Blasting - Hilary Duff - Where Did I Go Right

quiz

2004-10-02T08:17:00.000-07:00

Love by ruby mae
Your name
Your partner
You two are	In love
Your meeting was by	Fate
They are your	Strength
You are their	Baby
Your love will	Last for all eternity

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a walk down my memory lane

2004-10-01T07:51:00.000-07:00

*yawns~ jeassea dint get into the nx round . i was shocked ! why? Her voice is solid and nice ! i think the rest of the contestants are damn happy bcos they lost a strong competitor to vie with them . im feeling sad for her thou -cross lips- . Tml im going out to get 'something' , again i cant mention it here = ) . Im feeling extremely exhausted but im trying to blog before i drift off . This week seems to drag on and on and on and on ! Boring ~ L1r4 24 . Can i go anywhere with this kind of grade? EAT SHIT AND DREAM ON . yes eat shit or maybe a road sweeper? i cant imagine . . . pointless to rant and whine . Hey yea yea we only live once , some believe in after life and some believe in reincarnation but I stick to the idea of after life . Im not sure either , maybe we will jus vanish .We live once so we must live it worthwhile . Taking a walk down my memory lane , i realise tt i missed lotsa stuffs . But seriously , i have no regrets about missing those parts . But i will make sure when the things are infront of me again , i wont miss it anymore , no, no more. Oops , why m i typing such things and having such thoughts? I should be concentrating on my studies right ? Kays wish me luck . Gd nitezzZz .

Blasting - Taylor Dayne - Love will lead you back

bleahs! =P

2004-09-30T03:48:00.000-07:00

Good new ! my blogger is back in action ! i don have to ask nise to help me upload anymore but nevertheless , i wanna say a BIG "thank you" to her . -kisses-
Today is the last day of my practical . kinda sad bcos i cant have khai by my side to coach me n to bicker with me like what we will always do ?
Went over to ahPUI's house to collect my prezzie for nx month! hee the one and only one 'hp' in this world ~ love it , but i left it at his hse .
Mugging like fark everyday jus to cope with the work given that is nvr ending?
i got c6 for dnt ~ got the lowest for theory . what do u expect? i only browse through e last min . Its a miracle that i got 26/100 ~ overall i got a C6 .
Ermm okay i wan to watch tv . Toodless .

Dont stand at a distance and love someone . Stand beside her/him and love her/him .

Blasting - Journey - Open Arms

2004-09-29T01:53:00.000-07:00

To all ladies,
Dont sit by the phone. If you need to go out, go out. If he misses you, he'll try again later.Dont put him before your other commitments to your pals, your schoolwork,your job,your other interest-- it's all important.Dont hold off to making weekend plans. Spend your time with those who value it--like your girlfriends.Dont play games. Be straight. If he waits too long to ask you out, make other plans. Dont just say you did, get out and enjoy yourself without him.Dont do too much for him. Dont give him Hershey's Kisses every week, knit him a sweater, or offer to do his schoolwork. If you have this much time, you'd better find somthing else to fill it.Dont be jealous. You must be confident of your own charms. If he gives you a reason to be jealous, why waste your time with him. He simply dont worth it. So dont always say "i cant live w/o u" "i love you soo much" once in awhile its okay but toO often ? he will take u for granted !

Blasting - P diddy feat Usher - I need a girl

nise upload for me agains

2004-09-25T07:00:00.000-07:00

Got back most of my prelim papers . I got a d7 for maths !!! juz another 3 marks n i can pass but why is it so so so unlucky fer me?Was rather shocked when i received my poa result bcos i top ! got an a2 . Furthermore only 5 person pass POA . =~
Thursday , qiying came to me house and requested me to help her do her project on blogger . can visit it when i get the link up soOn = )
Yesterday i went bugis with the bday gal , nise , kim kim , baOs n gugu . Initially , wanted to eat ma la huo guo but it was packed and the price a lil toO steep. So changed our minds , ate at barnsburry [ if i got the spelling right ] . The food was marvellous but the portion quite lil . Ahaha first starting , i lied to ler ler that i did not buy any present for her bcos i was afraid she might not like the gift i buy due to her 'taste'.I told nise but she suggested that i give it to her before our dinner so i took it out and "nah bluff u one lah" . She was surprised i guess?Hope she really likes it . While for nise her bday is on 27/9 so i told another lie , i took out the loreal mask thingy tube n told her i bought it for myself , i could sense her 'beisong-ness'bcos i have and she don have -cross lips- ahaha when i gave it to her , her mouth just couldn't get any wider . =D Glad she likes it man ! When kim baO n i went to four leaves to buy the cake , i knew a lady wanted the heartshape cake bcos my instinct say so , so i immediately say yes i want it ! and that lady was like 'Arghhh'but fark her kay? hohos . Had a great day . My frens are like all studying so hard n me ? Partying away ~ LOLs . i rather study at my own pace -smiles-
Today i went to tp to vist my ahma with my dad , i spent my day there doing some revision due to its serenity ! i wanted to stay there but the thought of me waking up at 5.30am for sch , turns me off . My ahma cooked for me ! slurps man! the sambal prawn so sourish n spicy . imagine 10 limes in it !
Will upload the pics taken yesterday when i have the time kays . i wanna say a big thank you to nise ! thank You!

Blasting - Jay - Ge Qian

) =

2004-09-19T17:47:00.000-07:00

It feels great to be able to blog ! -smiles- my bro borrow the yi tian du long ji from his friend bcos my dad and i are addicted to this show . Watch during the wee hours jus to complete the entire vcd but the last two discs are horrible ! many green boxes appearing . Damn fustrating ! Gotta watch it on my dad's laptop later . Right now im at ahPUI's hse doing my dnt . about to finish n im going to hand it in tml . Yesterday went out with my babe babe to buy some stuffs which i cant mention it here . went home rather early bcos my babe babe is feeling very tired n moody . I know how it feels to be darn sleepy and moody but thanks fer pei-ing me despite ur weariness . -hugs- things turned out quite bad for me later on due to certain stuffs . not going to mention it here thou .

Quote of the day :
Everything is changing . The inner feeling is being supressed by me , so hard that i feel like exploding . Things wont revert back to the past right? No amount of effort that i put in will change the attitude u have towards me anymore . im tired of trying . im giving up this long n winding battle . Not going to hope and wish , its not going to work . Yes i have changed. Not going to be the soft hearted gal anymore . Not going to be the one u used to step on . Only a miracle is needed.

Blasting - Hilary Duff - Come Clean

2004-09-17T13:42:00.000-07:00

Yesterday

Went long beach for dinner . The crab was superb and huge! I never seen sucha huge crab in my life before ! Never! Oopss.It was jae bday so around 8 of us went except melissa bcos she is working .After eating we went to arcade , spent around $30 playing ahah really enjoyed myself yesterday.Uncle Jeff even suggested to go and eat durian . But wait ! im having prelims tml alright?? By the time i reached home , was too tired for anything .

Sat

I went to watch cinderella . woo hoo ! -thumbs up- hilary looks fatter on screen then on mags Cheryl , nise n baOs went tOo . baOs looks like an insurance agent in his formal while cheryl standing beside him looks like a young gal being duped by him.-laugh out loud- I crashed hard on my physics n maths i guess? -pouts-

Today

Went tamp to makan with my mom n ahma , saw lerler n gugu! Surprised! Was chatting with lerler yesterday n today i met her ! Freakish feeling . Everything is changing . Difted so far apart . Im glad prelim is over! but i cant wait for Os to be over .Im anticipating that day to arrive . I badly need a break .
Don expect a proper update from me ! because i cant ! my blog is down ?

Blasting - Zhang Shao Han - Yi Shi De Mei Hao

Denise Upl0ad f0r me !

2004-09-10T02:09:00.000-07:00

Monday
I went to sch for POA . Oh yeah i scored full marks for my POA . Its considered an achievement for me -smug-

Tuesday
Met up with minz . Hee long time since i last met her . Miss her lotsa . Went went cenie to watch 13 going 30 the show was nicebut a lil unrealistic, when we were all watching at its peak , e screen went 'black' . We missed ard 5 mins of the show . The gal was prettyWishing Dust? Really exist? -ponders- We ate hand made noodles there n i was like finding for an egg in my bowl but there was none!Then i asked the lady , she said she replaced it with fish ball . I was like oh! chicken flu right . . how dumb was i ! i forgot about the chicken flu ! After watching movie we went to airport to eat sushi .. ! hee kept forcing minz to eat and i was quite full also butmanaged to 'gobble' down my salmon without any hassle ! my favourite ! slurpps ! Love it ! I still have phobia eating eel meat ! The tiny bones mentioned by von still lingers in my mind . Beside our table was a couple , was displaying their affectionate publicly! Okay , ruin my appetite . Cant be bothered with them so started snapping pics . LOLs . We are self-obsessed -chuckles-Overall , a fun day a pity it ended a lil early . ahPUI picked my up . sweetie babe !

Wednesday
Did nth much watch television n studied a lil only ! To think i let my holidays slipped by me without knowing .My mom is extremely captivated by the royal marriage . She keeps bugs me to watch it -pouts-

Thursday
I was awaken by a terrible dream !Cant believe i actually had dreamt of sucha thing happening to me!Okie -zips- This shouldn't be the way i embark my day right? Its our 1 Yr 6 Mth Anniversary! Dear treated me = ) *slurpsssLater on in the ard 10.30 i went out with my bro , his gf n mom to makan te kua mee swat at kembagan . It was crowded due to the ge tai.I felt so sinful after eating a whole lot of food . Ahaha i hate dieting and it nv succeeds -smiles- . Maia managed to get into the top 3 ! Feeling alil sad . Emotional freak .

Toodles will update again .

Alrights im a real lazy bum . Peeps don be like me = )

Minz kissing me ! im shy . . ^_^

Bloated faces .

Blasting - Liz Phair - Why Cant I

dear's housee

2004-09-05T04:50:00.000-07:00

Something is wrong with my blog on my com . . . which prevents me from blogging?
My prelims had started . 2 days down . . . left with 7 days to survive .

Thursday
was the start of english paper 1 n 2 . The compre was so so i guess . compo shucks .

Friday
Had ss . managed to do SEQ but im afraid of the outcome . . . Met up with nise n babe to catch anacondas.
The storyline was simple but there is this negr* who kept kping . . nise n i laugh out loud bcos he was darn comical ahaha . the thought of him is tickling me -laughs- and that monkey was adorable toO . After that went home bcos im having practical the following day.

Saturday
At last prelims practical! I think im going to screw up both my physics and chemistry . Physics was on lens and chemistry was sorta on redox but whatever! Im so gonna fail . Slept at home the whole day like i nvr sleep before . = )

Sunday
I went Bed">bedok interchange with my babe babe for tuition . After tuition the 3 of us went GIANT for window shopping . It was cramped and small compared to other GIANTs in singapore . babe said it was of low quality and the presentation shucks while teacher said the construction of the building was lousy. I guess NTUC gonna fold up soon . . .

Blasting - Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved

beside dear

2004-09-01T02:48:00.000-07:00

Feeling - Calm!
Right now , im at ahPUI's house ~ ahaha , din touch the books at all today =x really darn lazy nowadays . Oh ya i 4got to add on that last friday night , i went to catch 'Face' . It was a last minute decision made by me ~ I badgered my mom n dad to watch with me but they are like so reluctant ! So i asked nise n cheryl . = ) they agreed! sucha great cousins huh ? Cheryl even had a report to rush through but went x P. We went tm to catch the 9+ show . We were late thou . The storyline had a meaning unlike others like JU-ON , Sisters blah blah. Some parts were frightening e.g the gal got smashed onto the windscreen and her eye balls were moving like nobody's business? LOL . . . ahPUI was at tm toO , but he watched 'Open Water' with jx n another fren . After the movie , we went mac to eat fries + ice cream . Met my dear dear there! Coincident man! My dad came n fetched me home because there were no more buses , i din have enough cash with me to take a cab and most importanly , he was worried = )

Had tuition just now , i gave her the teacher's day note when she left and she msg-ed me saying im so sweet with a smiley face ~ [ smth liddat can't rmb ] Alright i wan to pei my ahPUI le.
Oh ya thanks ler ler n nissie . Muacks the 2 of ya!

Blasting - Celine Dion - If You Asked Me To

everyone is changing esp u ...

2004-08-31T16:04:00.000-07:00

Today
Uh huh? so today was the teacher's day celebration ah ? ahaha . . i din go to sch , or should i say , im not bothered to even wake up at 6.45am to prepare? Morning, i went to have breakfast with my mom , ahma n bro = ) ate fish chop mee at tamp . . -slurps- the fish is damn crispy and yummy! cant resist it ! So i spent the whole morning with my mom ~ went ard at tamp + bedok . oh yeah got myself a top . . n this pinkish dog pouch from mel . Sucha sweetie to buy shou xin for us . = ) nice ! -smiles- Had tuition not long ago! gave her a teacher's day note ~

Sat
Went to pray my gong gong at tp . kinda miss him thou we are not close ? After that went yishun with them to have brunch! wah lao the suan pan zi is damn yummy ! hardly any suan pan zi's stall ard in sg ! furthermore , the suan pan zi is hand made by uncle douglas! the other time i ate was nicer. I kept eating the roasted duck , but all i took was bone with lil or no meat ! = ( so had a hard time before i can officially bite that sullen piece of meat! i really love celin n reine alot ! they are jus so adorable and fun to be with ~

Sunday
went all the way to parkway with my dearest and i thought i was late but ended up it was cancelled ! omg ~ damnit! Had thai dinner there ~ slurpssS again! that claypot and hotplate was simply delicious and finger licking ! kept laughing like i nvr laugh before !

Monday
went to sch as normal ~ went to print my dnt and at last im left with extremely simple stuffs to deal with !physics lesson is getting interesting as revision starts ! everything jus seem to appeal me = ) im nvr happy like this before for sucha long time after she left . . . .

feelings : sometimes i wonder , have u always been like this ? the way u reacted to things e way u deal with things , really really makes me feel that u're a selfish person . . . U're like so self-centred ~ always putting urself first b4 others . . is this the beginning or is this the ending ? im more than curious to know the answer . it really disappoints me to see u changing from a selfless to a selfish pers0n . I understand that everyone is selfish but urs is to the extreme . . thats bad ~ but im not someone to judge or change u . ure simply no longer that person i mingle ard with . i really don understand WHY are u behaving this way ! pls do something b4 everything is toO late ~

Quote of e day : Selfishness leads to self destruction

Happy Advanced Teacher's Day To All !

random pic of me during e week !

the pinkish dog pouch

Blasting - Hilary Duff - Come Clean

helluv long time nv update ! longest is this time liaos ba i guess?

2004-08-27T18:02:00.000-07:00

Oops. . i din blog for 4 days .Okay so lets do a recap here .
Tuesday
Had POA remedial n got a pizza treat from Ms Tang . Sucha sweeties isnt she? I know some of my classmates dislikes her due to her voice and the way she teaches us . Maybe they should try even harder to listen to her during lesson time? hee . At night , i watch zhen xin mi yu . Kinda like the ending . . bcos Jinsheng and Xiaoyan finally managed to be together despite all the obstacles they faced . -weee-

Wednesday
Did POA test on correction of errors! woah , i managed to balance the B/S . Hopefully , i will get full marks! -crossed fingers- Had tuition ! Luckily i took a nap b4 tuition or else . . . .

Thursday
Uh huh. . i took chemistry test again . . . seem like there are tests coming all the way right up to Os eh? -sulks-
Boring!!! Seriously , i did lotsa stuffs within these 3 days + just that i can't figure it out . . . Senile !!!

Friday
Today! Well , i feel the tension of e Os! ahaha hmm but its only for 1 subject ! which is dnt! The folio is due next friday ! and there is so many things not drawn ~ Damn sian but i know tml i MUST rush through every bits that are left un-coloured ~ really no time for partying ~ even if i have e time , i prefer to slp at home . . . Oh ya ahPUI n his team clinched the CHAMPION for the water purification competition! woah .. ! imagine a neighbourhood sch won first instead of those prestigious schools like zhong zheng . . . wait ! they also won another award , versatile award! Extremely happy fer them ~ = ) All i know is that hardwork will pay off ! No risk no gain! wahahah. .

their awards!
Quote of e day : It takes years to built a trust but a second to destroy it .

Blasting - Air Supply - Open Arms

helluv long time nv update ! longest is this time liaos ba i guess?

2004-08-27T02:16:00.000-07:00

Oops. . i din blog for 4 days .Okay so lets do a recap here .
Tuesday
Had POA remedial n got a pizza treat from Ms Tang . Sucha sweeties isnt she? I know some of my classmates dislikes her due to her voice and the way she teaches us . Maybe they should try even harder to listen to her during lesson time? hee . At night , i watch zhen xin mi yu . Kinda like the ending . . bcos Jinsheng and Xiaoyan finally managed to be together despite all the obstacles they faced . -weee-

Wednesday
Did POA test on correction of errors! woah , i managed to balance the B/S . Hopefully , i will get full marks! -crossed fingers- Had tuition ! Luckily i took a nap b4 tuition or else . . . .

Thursday
Uh huh. . i took chemistry test again . . . seem like there are tests coming all the way right up to Os eh? -sulks-
Boring!!! Seriously , i did lotsa stuffs within these 3 days + just that i can't figure it out . . . Senile !!!

Friday
Today! Well , i feel the tension of e Os! ahaha hmm but its only for 1 subject ! which is dnt! The folio is due next friday ! and there is so many things not drawn ~ Damn sian but i know tml i MUST rush through every bits that are left un-coloured ~ Ltr i'm going to catch a movie . . donoe what movie is nice thou ~ Haven been stepping into the cinema for some time already ~ ahaha .. really no time for partying ~ even if i have e time , i prefer to slp at home . . . . Mayb wont blog so often as b4 . . . but try kay ?

Quote of e day : It takes years to built a trust but a second to destroy it .

Blasting - Air Supply - Open Arms

wass up . . .

2004-08-23T19:04:00.000-07:00

So yesterday i went to bedok with dear for tuition then parkway for another tuition . . Straight w/o breaks in between except for the time taken to parkway . Ate bk yesterday , ahaha dear said he don wan to eat BK anymore since saturday but he ate for the sake of me =x thanks for accomodating me . -hugs-
Meandered there choosing gifts to buy for liana. finally set eyes on ppg soft toys that can 'talk'.
Then headed home n bOomed ! so lethargic , but forced myself to stay awake to catch the 9.30pm show.. But guess what? All the channels are dominated by our newly formed Mr Lee H.L and i actually watched it for almost an hour thinking that it will end 'soon'.Finally , i was cant be bothered anymore because i can read the newspaper for the summary of his talk , so i drifted off to bed .
Today was pretty fine expect that the day was ultra long and tiring . Had tuition again ! So corked up with all these activities that seem interminable . Alrights, pointless to whine on and on . . I wanna go and eat now with my dad . Cya take cre my dear ahPUI . Get well soOn ! -kisses-

Blasting - P Diddy f. Usher - I Need a Girl

2004-08-21T05:49:00.000-07:00

Great i managed to do my Dnt yesterday with the help of ahPUI. -smiles- Today i also managed to complete my assignments due on monday given by ms Saffiah . I was at home the whole day with the companion of my ahma. I watched the match Li JW VS north korean . hey north korea !! i was stunned when i heard north instead of south . . . dots . . . Sucha 'suat ku' right? Jia wei lost . both she n her bf lost ! Arghh why issit when i watch they will lose? When i don watch they win . She managed to thrash the N.K with 11-0 ! wow ! i thought she would win but the outcome is the opposite -sulks- Anyway , hope she clinch the bronze = ) .
Heard from ahPUI that Mr Said gave those who went for DnT exhibition a treat at BK . He is unlike those malays that are miserly [ not trying to be racist here ] coz I experienced before . Also heard that he is going to organise a bbq end of this year for the classes that is under him ! Woah , i can't believe this . His house is 4 storey high with a huge garden to welcome u kay? Good for him but he should spare some of his money to visit the dentist =x . He is a good hubby i suppose? LOLz . My imagination is running wild ! Alright tml will being having 2 tuitions ! Super boring again . . . but what to do ? Alrights , i wanna watch tv again! Toodless
still thinking if i should msg her or not?
Blasting - Empty Winamp

tuition cancelled again~

2004-08-19T14:14:00.000-07:00

I rushed home ! On my way home while talking to wx , she sms-ed me . Informing me that she is sick again . Okay , i understand . She apologised . Okie , at least she could inform me yesterday night so that i can do some stuffs in sch before heading home for tuition in sucha short time right? Anyway , I'm not angry or whatsoever . Just feel that I'm always trying to fit into their time slots instead of them trying to adapt to mine .
I still have plenty of drawings to be done and the deadline is next month ! -pouts- Super sian .
I still have to rush the work into the computer but i dont have time to print it out! So many work to be completed but so little time left . U must be wondering if its me who always delays my work but wait a min , its not that i don wan to complete , its jus that my drawing shucks kay? I don't mind people insulting my work piece because I know that my drawing is like primary sch kid's drawing alrights?
Yesterday Sg Idol wasnt funny . More on the serious side . Judges were fustrated with them forgetting lyrics . I like that young mother with tatoos over her body . Her singing is nice . Im glad she got into the finals ?
Oh ya im rather upset that susilo lost the match against e thai guy ! Omg he won China's no 1 badminton player but lost to a guy who has lost to him several times -scratch head-. He said that he hit at the wrong time . I think otherwise . He was just too over confident . Haiya he shouldn't reveal his secret to the papers on how he won the match right? If he put on a tough fight that day , he will win definetly! -smiles- Still cant get over it that the fact that he got THRASHED . Anyways , he clinched the world's best 9 or 8 ? He really did singapore proud in a way or another .
Its raining now , i feel like dozing off . . . .

Blasting - Soluna - For All Time

Eng Oral

2004-08-18T17:22:00.000-07:00

Its funny how a person's emotion can fluctuate in a few days . . Right now , im feeling rather crestfallen and spiritless . All thanks to the my english O lvl oral ~ -sulks- It always turn out to me , talking out of point in every single oral i attended ! WHY ? Initially , i was rather relaxed and calmed , but when i was infront of the examiners , i stumbled and tried to coax myself because i didn't want things to turn out like my previous orals . I picked myself up and proceeded with the picture description . This is ironic . The picture description was kinda odd. The indian lady asked me qns , while i answer . Then Betsy told us that when it was her turn , the indian lady kept quiet while the chinese lady asked qns . So i guess , they took turns to ask qns huh? Makes sense? The conservation was the part that i nearly went out of pt ! The qns asked was related to lonely . Guess what? i talked bout my chinese oral grade . Ahaha . To think i can chat bout it . =x I said i was lonely when i saw my frens all smiling due to their grade all As n Bs . -laughs- This is strange! Ah whatever im sucha fantastic liar ~ I really din know what to chat bout at that moment , so i juz talked bout my grade . The 2nd part of the conservation was bout foreign countries . "Would you prefer to work in singapore or other countries?" I said other countries . This part boosted my confidence and hopes . My english teacher went through this topic this morning and i was not taken back when she asked me . -smiles- I managed to chat on this topic without prompts . I guess out of curiosity she asked me , whr do you wan to go ? I said China . Hahaha she was stunned when i said that . Actually i wanted to say Australia . But think bout it , not much pts to rant bout . So i blabbered rubbish to her , i guess this is the section that will pull up my marks a lil? -prays- I just hope that things will not turn out too badly yeah?
Yesterday was a quick day for me because i spent my afternoon sleeping and sleeping . LOLs ~ Was too tired for anything . I guess later i will have to read up on my physics because of tml's mock exam if there is ? Alright , off to bathe . Take care dudes .

Blasting - Aimini - Da Sheng Shou Ai Wo

new blog orangie!

2004-08-16T06:37:00.000-07:00

Uh huh nice? heee ! thanks to jamie for her help ~ = ) thanks her a million ! Right now im so h a p p y ~ Is it nice ? Pls gimme comments by tagging kay? I nid comments to improve = ) this entire blog is truly mine and not copy and paste by some pple ! that's the bottom line of me feeling extreme happy yeah? Orangie rawks! i love orange ! I slept half an hour b4 being woken by dear~ He ah always waking me up in the midst of my swt dreams~ LOL ~ nah jk ~ Then i ate chee gui yum yum e one from bedok beside the mutton soup ya know? Then i did some hwrk and some revision for poa like doing tys qns? But guess what? I freaked out when i started doing the first qns! Felt damn demoralised because i can't proceed to tougher qns ! How am i suppose to make the grade for my POA during the big Os? = ( I badly need it for my L1R4 ! Im not confident of getting a B fot maths and humanities so i can only depend on my chinese , POA , science and english ya? So guys who are taking Os this yr pls pls pls buck p and pull up ur socks toO ~ Don be like me kay? LOLs ~ alrights , i wanna watch tv now and slp after that = ) so pls rmb to tag me kays? Thanks a million = D

Blasting - Soluna - For all time

von n me

2004-08-14T00:31:00.000-07:00

I'm E x h a u s t e d ! Hahaha . Went to parkway ard 5.30pm with my gf boonie~ Shes like my lesbian ~ Always going dutch dating and stuff but today was kinda exceptional [ Read on to know why ] . We went pizza hut to try out the 'Curry Zazzle Baked Rice' . Initially it turned out horrible and inedible as it tasted sour-ish so she called for the waitress and she changed it for us :pouts: . Waited for ard half ah hour + before the non-sourish rice came . After eating went to the bookshop to get some stuffs ~ Guess what? she found $42 bucks. Ahahaha.. whrs my share of $ ? =X hohoh.I accompanied her to shop for a sling bag but parkway is not a suitable place to shop for bags i guess? Ended up buying a blouse instead of a sling bag ~ LOLs . She treated me swensen ~ [ non dutch dating ] . Had fun with u kay biatch! ahaha ~What happened on friday [yesterday] made me hates him to e core .. He brings nth but trouble to us. Why is she so afraid of him ? Its all her fault for excessively doting him n loving him . She is the one to blame for all the misery inflicted to others ! She tell lies w/o flashing her eyes . She escapes when trouble befalls . She is not judgmental . She sides the wrong and not the right . Enough of her . She makes me boil . . . After all , she is someone dear to me how can i bear so much unhappiness towards her? :ponders: Contradicting statement thou .. ! Hey those reading pls tag lah okie .. esp VON! nv tag me ! =x lols~ let me noe tt u do read my entries . Kay im tired , chat with my ahPUI n going to my rudolph's realm~ *peace oUt*

Blasting - Busted - Cant Break Tru

b3 for me!!!

2004-08-12T03:25:00.000-07:00

oh yeah! i got my chinese result! ahahah . . guess what? i got a B3! Rather unexpected~ But if i didnt get aB3 i will curse and swear ~ :smiles: At that moment when neth told me tt i got b3 i was jumping n screaming in my heart but i didnt express it out verbally ~ i was like huh? don lie lah~ he told me is von msg him 1 ~ but i rather believe my own eyes eh ? I started to count down from 9am - 10am n when it was 10am i rushed out of e roOm but was stopped by my maths teacher~ arghhh den had to wait until 10.30am again! fwah! was so anxious ~ ooo infact i started to count down since yest nite! ahahah .. she held my arms n said she will help me check~ but i was like ahh i nv bring hp! LOLs~ =x didnt expect she will tk e initiative to help me check~ I feel that those nv stdy also can at least a B den what bout those who studied? Isnt this so unfair? :cries: Lucky for me , my hardwork pays off~ For those who studied but still got a 6 , don despair but brace up ~ For those who didnt stdy n got a B , don be complacent = ) . Right now , im still feeling jubilant ~ Really really cannot believe tt i will get a B bcOz i thought my oral screwed my marks ~ =x heee~ Ahhh will continue to work hard ! jia you dear dear! all e way! my teacher was happy for me toO! ahahah ~ =D cant stop grinning~ Heres a msg to those who wanna retake, if u really wan to retake , u will waste time n money but if u feel u can do better , go ahead n live ur drims .. but!!! u got to work triple times harder to achieve e grade u want !! all e best!!
ahaha im lazy to tag on my board , so shall reply my tags here !

Minz : sorry didnt bring my hp to sch! anyway if ya wanna retake i support u kay? & yes i got e results i want! Happy for me? =x *smiles!!!

Nise : ya i will continue to work hard for other subs! but wait a min!! Our fate is not predestined ! Our future is in our hands ! We write our own annals! Everything is fated unless u already did it ~ but still, miracle still exists! = ) all e best for ur retake ~ need any help can call me ~ im jus a fone away .. *huGs*

Okay nuff of taggies! Tired ! ltr still mus dig out all my chinese books to help ahPUI ~ Really wan to see him soar ~ so high tt its beyond my vision~ i know he can ~ he is witty kay! jus tt he is lazy~ *muackss!

Blasting - Ah Sang - Ye Zi

scareee

2004-08-11T00:46:00.000-07:00

so tml is e release of chinese Os uh huh? 1 word 'sian' ~ sian lah fwah~ the thought of it makes me shiver~ :chill:
I can anticipate that dere will be lotsa smiles on the others while im e only one looking sullen :pouts:
Mayb its the other way rd? ahaha :drim on: Today is also the start of English Oral ~mine is nxt wed~ oOoo ~
Today took ss test ~ sure fail ~ i din even stdy~ or should i say 1 cleanly 4got about it? Getting senile nowadays~ Im still extremely afraid of tml's outcome ~ tell ya i wont retake unless i fail~ i hope i can get at least a b4 kay? at least~ but i noe its difficult to reach ~ unlike PSLE ~ everyone is getting 'As'~
Really cannot image how my results will turn out ~ but i noe my oral will be like a piece of shiet~ :blinks:
Im feeling the emptiness inside me ~ arghhh ~ I really hope hope hope hope hope tml's result will not turn out to be something beyond my expectation~ i really put lotsa effort into my preparation for Chinese Os~ Hope my hard work will pay off ~ wish my luck ~ still got tution really dunch know how to focus myself now~ i need a way out of here . . pls guide me along this abyss road . . .

Blasting - Hilary & Haylie Duff - Our Lips Are Sealed

2004-08-09T23:31:00.000-07:00

i juz came back from geylang.. went makan with my mom~ b4 tt i went to consult e doc! finally eh? got throat infection again~ :smaps forehead: Im feeling so bloated as though a needle can explode my tummy :laughs:
Oh ya yesterday went to kallang to catch e fireworks ~ One word "Fantanbulous!" The effect was undoubted great ! Went there with ler ler , nise , ahtong n my ahPUI~ He was busy taking pics with his camera,tt particular moment was so romantic to be able to spend with ur partner :winks: love ya lOads ~
we sorta had a picnic there ~ ate chips , drank CHOCOLATE milk~ , chocolates ~ note tt e chocolate is bold!
there was this insane gal who kept shouting n jumping ~ yucks.. but thanks to her , she made us laugh out loud ~
hee ~ i think im going to gain a few kgs ~ = [ Kallang was cramped with people , for tt moment i felt like a 'KING' bcOs all e policemen took special care for all the citizens unlike other times~ :hypocrites: Went to tm to catch 'The Village' wanted to watch the notebook but the farking crew there had a F attitude ~ She gave us negative service and she blinked at me ! my bday 0408 n i can officially watch NC16 already but she check the date ~ DUH!!! its 0908 national's day! how dumb can she get? i was like pls lorh today is 09 already dunch u noe? ~ she blinked at me so i blinked at her~ quits! but cheryl and e rest was rather unhappy bout her ~ ahah e best part was dear scold her "cheebye see what see" then she turned away . We went cs to check it out but close liao! arghh~ then went back TM saw tt biatch~ dear stood infront of her n she chua tio~ ahaha i saw it ! and guess what she deliberately made us sit in e center ~ fark her man we didnt sit there lorh we sat at e side ~ jezebel! she shucks my toes :evil grin: After watching it was ard 12am so headed S11 and ate ramen ~ pathetic chickenchop tt ahPUI ate gave him e runs~ hope he is alright ~ he is going to si bei lor for prayers~ hope everything will go smoothly after that~ :wide smile:
Here are some pictures taken during national day

stupid tower blocked e nice view~
Oh ya "Happy Belated 17th Anniversary to my belove"
Blasting - Default - All She Wrote

2004-08-08T21:27:00.000-07:00

oOo so tml is national's day? uh huh .. ! woooo ~ singapore's 39 bday? thinking back , singapore had a tough road walking to her independence ! Here is a piece of fact , Singapore is the only country that declared 3 times of independence~ heee~ if my ex hist teacher happen to read my blog , she will praise me = ) wahahah . :sticking out tongue: yesterday i went bugis n orchard with my 'bestest' cousins nise n cheryl ~ woOoo more than cousins we are like frens , sisters , whatever u can think of ~ Had a hard time looking for a suitable blouse ~ was rather upset though! i got myself a sling bad , hp pouch n blouse ~ :smiles:
We walked around from bugis to heeren n to cenie ~ They gave me escada perfume! i always wanted Ibliza Hippie but its limited edition and they got me island kiss~ = D im loving it ! thanks babess
really appreciate it . Ahaha i cant bring myself to buy it bc0z i still have a bottle of perfume at home ~ so happy at last i got the escada perfume = ) ~ :wide smile:
Today i went parkway again ~ saw D.A and yana and another gal ~ initially i donoe if it was D.A bcoz i saw another gal that resembles her but it wasnt her so i had doubts when i saw her ~
Had tuition from 4pm to 6pm ~ oOo i didnt go marina bay today to celebrate von's bday~ anyway "Happy Advance Bday to Her" all e bestt! :clapss:
I had the chesseeee nugets so tiny n salty! cannot try frm BK ! 8 tiny winy pieces tt worth 2.30 ~ ! :bangs table:
hohOx tml will be going kallang to watch e fireworks with ahPUI n nisee + ahtOng + lerler if she wants~
hee suddenly missing my ahPUI! miss u miss u ! so farnie i just type this den ahPUI called me . wEEEEeee ~

Blasting - Timmy Thosmas - Dying Inside To Hold

2004-08-08T05:00:00.000-07:00

discover what candy you are @ quiz me

2004-08-06T00:29:00.000-07:00

So boring! jus ended tuition not long ago! yep didnt go to sch today! Aint tt great? = D total waste of time to sit there watching concert ! ahah i have this habit to skip sch if its half day like for New Year Celebration , Teacher's Day & National's Day . Bad Bad Bad Me . I thought i can go out with nise today but they she said tml . So tml =P . What a lifeless day ! The oxygen is sorta musty and dense! the air is not moving at all ! =x Do u have such feelings when e day is H.O.T? Allow me to whine in this entry! Yesterday wanted to consult a doctor but dad told me not to as he has medications frm his doctor for me ~ Okay good i can save my $20++ ~ Oh ya i want to comment tt im really shocked to receive present from certain pals ~ Not really much gifts this yr . Those who remembered its my bday im happy bcoz i decided to keep a low profile to see who are the thoughtful souls who will rmb its my bday! = D surprising , a hand full of them remembered . I got 2 extra pillows noww ! frm li , ryan n long . Got a self made puzzle frm von , neth , kiat n ken . Kinda ex i think ~ And some more stuffs lar . lazee to typee all out . Went to bugis for dinner *slurpp! bro n his gf gave me a bracelet ~ wEee~ ahaha . almost e whole sec4 express know it was my bday ~ so paiseh . esp e chinwee he made me so maluuu~ =X anyway love all e gifts ! the cake is still in e refrigerator ! yUmmsss ahPUI love it but tOo bad only 1 slice for him =X ahha ~ whatta boring day for me . i have to whr to go except to rot at home . miss her lotsa!
Perphaps i should revise my work ? lalals.. suddenly have the thought to learn ballet again.. * vrOomss

Blasting - Ashlee Simpson - Pieces Of Me